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♪ I know what you wanna say ♪
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♪ I think that you're all the same ♪
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♪ Constantly being led astray ♪
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- Good morning.
- Hey.
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♪ You think you know...
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Shuffle forward just a little bit.
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Gonna go on three.
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One, two, three.
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♪ Downtown hot spot ♪
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♪ Halfway up the street ♪
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♪ I used to be free ♪
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♪ I used to be 17 ♪
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♪ Follow my shadow ♪
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♪ around your corner ♪
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♪ I used to be 17 ♪
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♪ Now you're just like me, down...
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Yeah.
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Hey.
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Don't tell me. Maya.
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Charlie. Good to meet you.
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Did you text me?
Weren't you supposed to text me?
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- Uh, I texted, yeah.
- You did?
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Well, shit. Uh...
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Sorry. Come on in.
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You can use it as a nightstand.
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You can put it at the foot of your couch.
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You can put books on it.
I mean, it's good for books.
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I was using it for that. I...
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You in sales?
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Um, no, I-- uh, it'd take me a while
to explain what I do.
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But I-I'm working towards my PhD.
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And are you a, uh, doctor or something?
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That's cool.
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I'm a nurse. Is this drawer decorative?
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What do you mean?
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- Sorry.
- That way. Sorry.
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No, you're good.
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That's not right.
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It is supposed to open.
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Like drawers should.
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- I'll give you 75.
- Ah.
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My gosh. I know you from somewhere.
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Have we met?
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No, I don't think so.
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Are you sure?
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Yeah, I don't think so.
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'Cause you're familiar to me
in a really specific way.
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And it's...
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it's great.
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Okay.
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Um...
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Are you gonna negotiate or...?
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Those are pretty cool
shoes you got there.
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They're grippier than sneakers.
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You don't have to defend them to me.
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Good. Yeah, I wasn't.
Everyone wears these.
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Not everyone picks that color though.
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- Well, got everything you need?
- Yeah.
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Want to go out with me sometime?
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Um...
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Maybe. Yeah, I'll think ab--
uh, I'll think about it.
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Yeah, mull it over.
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And get some outside opinions.
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I'll be here.
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Text me. You have my number.
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Want a ride home or something?
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You gonna carry that?
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I got it. Y-Yeah.
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- Okay.
- Okay.
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- Bye.
- Have fun.
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I got it.
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Shit.
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I just can't believe you had a Walkman.
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It's pretty cool.
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Yeah. I, um...
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Old box of my mom's stuff.
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So, um, you made this?
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Kind of hypnotized me.
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Yeah, it's just, uh, it's a phrase
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from an old recording,
this old brass piece that I love.
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A few measures, but, uh,
I spliced the tape together
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so it plays like a loop.
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Except it-it...
it changes a little each time.
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Uh, the more you play it,
the more the tape degrades, right?
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It's just-- it's iron oxide
glued to plastic.
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So it dissolves, you know, it disappears,
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and the music just sort of, uh...
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Dies?
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Yeah.
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Can I keep this?
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No, sorry.
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Yeah, of course.
Technically, you bought it, so...
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What?
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I want to know about you.
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What do you want to know?
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Uh, your-your likes, dislikes.
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What's the hardest part about your job.
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What pisses you off.
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What you love.
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How you feel about your mom.
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Everything.
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Okay.
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ER is chaos.
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It's, um...
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It's like working in a restaurant where
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everyone's ordering off a different menu
and they all hate the food.
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Sounds relaxing.
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I like it though.
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I can imagine, though,
that'd be kind of...
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Yeah.
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You learn to compartmentalize.
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Uh, you know,
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I like math.
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Used to ask my brothers
if I could do their homework. Uh...
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- So you were a nerd.
- Yeah.
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It was, uh... it was bad.
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Yeah, I was.
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I was really shy,
and then in, like, fourth grade,
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we played truth or dare
for the first time,
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and I... I did every single dare.
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- I...
- That was it.
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The planets aligned.
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- Like...
- Oh, my God.
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I-I let my...
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Yeah, I... I...
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Everyone realized that I was
secretly a little freak.
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Truth or dare.
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- Truth.
- I had a really good dare.
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You want to have kids one day?
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Um...
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I don't know.
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I always thought I did, but now I wonder
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if it's kind of messed up to have kids
at the end of the world.
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How do you know
it's the end of the world?
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I don't know. Isn't it?
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What if it's not?
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♪ The sky and what's left above it ♪
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♪ The way you want nothing of it ♪
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♪ Baby, I'm yours ♪
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♪ You built a city ♪
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♪ all in your head ♪
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♪ You know you're not losing your mind ♪
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♪ What's left, you make something of it ♪
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♪ The sky and what's left above it ♪
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Sorry.
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I have, uh...
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Asthma.
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Nurse.
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It's not usually an issue, but, um...
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Yeah, you're... you know.
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Y-You should take it as a compliment.
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Tastes sweet.
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You're a freak.
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You're a nerd.
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Yeah.
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- Good morning.
- Hey.
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Hmm. Fun night?
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What is this? What is this?
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What is this face?
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What's what face?
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You like someone.
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Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
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I am... I'm shocked.
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I don't know whether to puke or cry.
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You better tell me everything.
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I like someone.
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So you were six months old?
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Yeah.
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It's sweet that your parents
wanted you so much.
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Yeah.
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My mom said I just wouldn't
stop laughing, as a baby.
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I was, like, a really happy baby.
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That tracks.
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Yeah, she's, uh, she's pretty cool.
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What about you? What about your parents?
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I was the product of a one-night stand.
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It was a... all-inclusive resort.
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Sounds like it.
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Sorry.
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Um, yeah.
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He was Scottish.
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He went back to Scotland.
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That was that.
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He just was, like, he was gone?
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I mean, I don't really know him.
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I don't, uh, I don't talk to my dad.
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I don't know my dad.
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What about your mom?
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She was 22 when she had me,
so she was, like...
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I don't know,
there's definitely resentment there.
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And, um, when I went to college,
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she moved to Australia
with her weird boyfriend.
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A different weird boyfriend
than she has now.
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But you, like, see her
for, like, holidays and stuff?
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No, I always did...
I did holidays with Jason.
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He was always on his own, too.
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We'd make Stove Top and, you know,
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watch Addams Family Values
and make the best of it.
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It was good for me.
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I learned to be independent.
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Yeah. Look, I mean...
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Do you want me to help?
I mean, I-I want to help.
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So just call me anytime.
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I mean, I'm usually at the office
at, like, uh, 6:00 a.m., so...
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Uh, okay. Thanks, yeah.
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I'll probably call you
a little later than that.
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- Yeah. No, I--
- Release this poor person.
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- Okay. Yeah.
- Charlie's here.
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I want you to meet him. Come here.
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Yeah, all right. Whoa. Sorry.
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- Charlie.
- Hey.
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- Hey, what's up, dude?
- Jason.
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- Oh.
- Here, sorry. Can you hold this?
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Hey, I'm Jason.
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- Great to meet you.
- Nice to meet you, dude. Oh.
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- You got a firm handshake, man.
- Thank you.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah, thanks. You, too.
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Thanks, man. I've heard a lot about you.
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- Same, dude. Yeah. Yeah.
- Oh.
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Okay, Café Midnight
at the basement of Towers, right?
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Maya's there. She's doing her work-study.
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She's got the hairnet, the gloves.
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She's serving the curly fries,
the mozzarella sticks,
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the-the triangle pocket thing--
What are the--
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What were
the triangle pocket things called?
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- The ones we loved.
- Uh, triangle pockets.
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No. Maya, the tr--
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Okay, whatever. Forget it.
They're delicious, right?
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And she would never share hers.
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So, anyways, I show up there
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with a bunch of the hockey guys.
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They had some stupid bet about,
like, how much, uh,
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what was it, like, hot sauce
that one of the goalies
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- could drink or something, so--
- Okay.
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Wh-What position did you play
on the hockey team?
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No, no. I didn't play hock-- I-I-I...
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A lot of the hockey guys
lived on my floor.
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So I just went with them.
I was bearing witness, I guess.
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I don't know. What-what was I doing there?
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Anyways-- Wait, wow, you thought
I was a hockey player?
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- Yeah.
- You just made my night.
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- Yeah?
- Hey.
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- He thought I played D1 hockey.
- Yeah.
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I love this guy.
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I told you not to make so much.
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Yeah. Yeah.
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You're literally
the only person I've ever met
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who likes Long Island iced tea.
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That's not true.
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Jason had a lot.
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Okay? He had, like, I don't know, five?
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He was drinking them with me.
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Jason will drink anything.
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Yeah, well...
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- Yeah, but... I'm still--
- What'd you think of him?
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He's awesome.
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And we're going to Wally's
for blues night on Tuesday.
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Well, be prepared that
he might flake on you, okay?
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Or he might show up really late
or drunk or hungover or...
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What-what?
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...ask you to pick him up in Eastie
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because he's crashed
some bachelorette party.
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00:13:45,916 --> 00:13:49,457
It sounds like you're speaking
from experience.
264
00:13:49,458 --> 00:13:51,624
You know, he and I, um...
265
00:13:51,625 --> 00:13:54,457
I wouldn't even call it dating.
266
00:13:54,458 --> 00:13:58,665
It was like two weeks before we realized
that was absolutely not happening.
267
00:13:58,666 --> 00:14:00,165
- Hey, Maya.
- Mm-hmm?
268
00:14:00,166 --> 00:14:02,082
I don't care.
269
00:14:02,083 --> 00:14:03,291
I don't care.
270
00:14:05,083 --> 00:14:06,957
I'm gonna get him water.
271
00:14:12,916 --> 00:14:15,582
You see your family all the time.
Can't I just come next time?
272
00:14:15,583 --> 00:14:17,124
So you don't want to go.
273
00:14:17,125 --> 00:14:18,540
I just told you, I'm exhausted.
274
00:14:18,541 --> 00:14:21,832
No. No, that's not what this is.
275
00:14:21,833 --> 00:14:23,665
I worked a 16-hour shift yesterday.
276
00:14:23,666 --> 00:14:25,332
I...
277
00:14:25,333 --> 00:14:27,457
I did CPR on a guy twice my size.
278
00:14:27,458 --> 00:14:29,832
I broke up a fight
between two drunk assholes.
279
00:14:29,833 --> 00:14:31,624
- I cleaned up vomit. I got peed on.
- Okay. Okay.
280
00:14:31,625 --> 00:14:33,124
I mean, does that not sound
exhausting to you?
281
00:14:33,125 --> 00:14:35,249
No, I-- It does, okay?
It sounds exhausting.
282
00:14:35,250 --> 00:14:37,665
Okay, so I'm sorry I don't feel like
being around a bunch of people right now.
283
00:14:37,666 --> 00:14:39,665
It's not "a bunch of people."
It's my family.
284
00:14:39,666 --> 00:14:40,749
It's my mother. It's my brothers.
285
00:14:40,750 --> 00:14:42,499
They really want to meet you.
286
00:14:42,500 --> 00:14:45,207
Maya, this mean-- Come on.
This means something to me.
287
00:14:45,208 --> 00:14:46,957
Now you're just trying to guilt me.
288
00:14:46,958 --> 00:14:49,332
- I'm not trying to guilt you.
- You're being a baby.
289
00:14:49,333 --> 00:14:51,040
You're being shitty.
290
00:14:51,041 --> 00:14:52,124
Good one.
291
00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:53,125
Maya.
292
00:15:11,416 --> 00:15:14,207
♪ I'll love you anyway...
293
00:15:16,416 --> 00:15:18,250
What if they don't like me?
294
00:15:19,708 --> 00:15:21,541
What if I'm, um...
295
00:15:24,458 --> 00:15:26,874
...if I just don't know
how to act around them?
296
00:15:26,875 --> 00:15:29,749
I'm-I'm-I'm just-- I'm not good
with other people's families.
297
00:15:29,750 --> 00:15:33,040
I'm not good with families in general.
298
00:15:33,041 --> 00:15:34,708
Can I tell you something?
299
00:15:35,291 --> 00:15:38,332
I've never brought anyone home before.
300
00:15:38,333 --> 00:15:39,666
Never.
301
00:15:41,458 --> 00:15:44,208
That's how sure I am
that they're gonna love you.
302
00:15:45,375 --> 00:15:49,249
♪ La-la-la, la, la...
303
00:15:54,916 --> 00:15:56,707
You good?
304
00:15:56,708 --> 00:15:58,082
Yeah.
305
00:15:58,083 --> 00:15:59,416
Hey, Mom!
306
00:16:00,833 --> 00:16:03,332
Ker, they're here!
307
00:16:03,333 --> 00:16:05,458
- How's it going?
- Great.
308
00:16:06,875 --> 00:16:07,999
- Hi.
- This is, uh...
309
00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:09,290
- I'm Ruth.
- So nice to meet you.
310
00:16:09,291 --> 00:16:11,790
Ah, same here. Oh, my goodness.
311
00:16:11,791 --> 00:16:13,707
I brought you some flowers, um,
312
00:16:13,708 --> 00:16:15,415
- but I also brought you beer, so...
- Thank you.
313
00:16:15,416 --> 00:16:17,165
- Better yet.
- Okay, great.
314
00:16:17,166 --> 00:16:18,915
- Do you want me to carry these or...?
- No, no, no, no.
315
00:16:18,916 --> 00:16:20,124
I'm-I'm good. I'm hearty.
316
00:16:20,125 --> 00:16:21,207
- Hi.
- Hi.
317
00:16:21,208 --> 00:16:22,499
I'm Kerry. Good seeing you.
318
00:16:22,500 --> 00:16:24,040
- So nice to meet you.
- Welcome, welcome.
319
00:16:24,041 --> 00:16:25,290
Come out back. Everybody's out back.
320
00:16:26,666 --> 00:16:29,207
Even after I paid the fee,
321
00:16:29,208 --> 00:16:30,832
this kid looks me
straight in the eye, he says,
322
00:16:30,833 --> 00:16:34,915
"Dad, I'm not joining
because Mensa is elitist."
323
00:16:34,916 --> 00:16:36,624
- It is.
- I told him, "I don't care."
324
00:16:36,625 --> 00:16:38,915
I said, "You're gonna sign
on the dotted line, pal."
325
00:16:38,916 --> 00:16:40,207
You know, which he did, of course.
326
00:16:40,208 --> 00:16:41,624
He's always been good-natured.
327
00:16:41,625 --> 00:16:43,790
- And I was ten.
- Ten and good-natured.
328
00:16:43,791 --> 00:16:45,457
That was when
Charlie got obsessed with zero.
329
00:16:45,458 --> 00:16:47,790
Oh, my God, the zero phase.
330
00:16:47,791 --> 00:16:49,540
I mean, it's something
representing nothing.
331
00:16:49,541 --> 00:16:51,540
Uh, come on. That's cool.
332
00:16:51,541 --> 00:16:53,790
Remember when, uh--
what were you, like, 11th grade
333
00:16:53,791 --> 00:16:55,749
for that paper you had to write?
334
00:16:55,750 --> 00:16:57,040
- Oh, yeah.
- The non-paper?
335
00:16:57,041 --> 00:16:58,415
- The non-paper.
- Yes.
336
00:16:58,416 --> 00:16:59,749
He was, like, protesting
337
00:16:59,750 --> 00:17:03,040
the invention of writing
replacing the oral tradition--
338
00:17:03,041 --> 00:17:04,832
Yes, replace the oral tradition.
339
00:17:04,833 --> 00:17:05,915
- Right.
- That's right.
340
00:17:05,916 --> 00:17:08,249
So he recorded it on...
341
00:17:08,250 --> 00:17:09,582
- on tape.
- He spoke it.
342
00:17:09,583 --> 00:17:10,665
- On principle...
- Yes.
343
00:17:10,666 --> 00:17:11,999
- Yeah.
- ...I think it was consistent
344
00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:13,207
with the theme of the class.
345
00:17:13,208 --> 00:17:14,707
Yeah, but it was creative writing.
346
00:17:14,708 --> 00:17:17,665
The only thing written on it was
the letter "F," which is what he got.
347
00:17:17,666 --> 00:17:19,749
- But he still, he still aced the course.
- Yeah.
348
00:17:19,750 --> 00:17:21,624
That is our Charlie, right there.
349
00:17:21,625 --> 00:17:22,708
Brilliant?
350
00:17:23,416 --> 00:17:24,750
Passionate.
351
00:17:25,541 --> 00:17:27,457
Hey, you guys want burgers, dogs?
352
00:17:27,458 --> 00:17:28,624
Maya?
353
00:17:28,625 --> 00:17:31,374
I'll take a burger, thank you.
354
00:17:31,375 --> 00:17:32,875
- Yeah, I'd like one.
- Yeah, both.
355
00:17:36,250 --> 00:17:38,499
- What can I do to help?
- Nothing.
356
00:17:38,500 --> 00:17:40,082
- Thank you.
- You sure?
357
00:17:40,083 --> 00:17:42,124
Pretty much the state of things
around here.
358
00:17:42,125 --> 00:17:43,790
Just leave it.
359
00:17:43,791 --> 00:17:46,082
- Okay.
- Plus, the boys do the dishes.
360
00:17:46,083 --> 00:17:49,957
I realized a long time ago
that that's what sons are for.
361
00:17:49,958 --> 00:17:51,499
Yeah, that's what we're for.
362
00:17:51,500 --> 00:17:53,290
I'm building a fort!
I'm the king of the fortress.
363
00:17:53,291 --> 00:17:55,000
Yeah, not so much.
364
00:17:55,791 --> 00:17:57,332
Uh...
365
00:17:57,333 --> 00:17:58,749
You know what you can do?
366
00:17:58,750 --> 00:18:00,957
Uh, you can feed Wilma.
367
00:18:00,958 --> 00:18:03,290
- She was really good at dinner and--
- Sure.
368
00:18:03,291 --> 00:18:04,957
Yeah. Uh, the food's right there.
369
00:18:04,958 --> 00:18:06,374
Around there.
370
00:18:06,375 --> 00:18:08,000
Thank you.
371
00:18:12,416 --> 00:18:14,457
- Is this Charlie?
- Yeah.
372
00:18:14,458 --> 00:18:17,749
It's the first photo we got of him
before we adopted him.
373
00:18:17,750 --> 00:18:21,250
Kerry just keeps putting it in all these
different places around the house.
374
00:18:23,916 --> 00:18:25,625
- So sweet.
- Yeah.
375
00:18:26,708 --> 00:18:29,000
You know, he's never
brought anyone home before.
376
00:18:30,791 --> 00:18:34,999
I know. He just told me that
in the car ride on the way over here.
377
00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:36,457
- Oh.
- I was shocked,
378
00:18:36,458 --> 00:18:39,832
because, I mean, you guys are so close.
379
00:18:39,833 --> 00:18:40,957
Yeah.
380
00:18:40,958 --> 00:18:42,332
Yeah.
381
00:18:42,333 --> 00:18:46,040
Well, must be pretty special, hmm?
382
00:18:46,041 --> 00:18:47,790
Let's go outside.
383
00:18:47,791 --> 00:18:48,874
Come on.
384
00:18:48,875 --> 00:18:50,207
Okay.
385
00:18:52,958 --> 00:18:55,457
Who wants to go for a beach walk?
386
00:19:04,333 --> 00:19:07,999
I didn't really know
this existed, but, um...
387
00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:10,124
What?
388
00:19:10,125 --> 00:19:11,958
Just... this.
389
00:19:13,125 --> 00:19:14,750
But I get it now.
390
00:19:20,458 --> 00:19:22,125
I love you.
391
00:19:25,583 --> 00:19:27,166
I love you.
392
00:19:31,041 --> 00:19:33,499
Yeah!
393
00:19:54,250 --> 00:19:55,457
Thank you.
394
00:20:06,250 --> 00:20:08,125
- Yeah?
- Yeah, you'll like that one.
395
00:20:11,875 --> 00:20:13,875
I know you mentioned it, but...
396
00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:17,165
This is beautiful.
397
00:20:17,166 --> 00:20:18,999
- Really?
- Yeah.
398
00:20:22,666 --> 00:20:24,374
I think "nasty"
is the perfect word
399
00:20:24,375 --> 00:20:25,665
to describe it.
400
00:20:25,666 --> 00:20:27,957
- We've seen pretty consistent rain...
- What do you think? Should we cancel?
401
00:20:27,958 --> 00:20:30,082
Everybody's gonna show up
even if there's a monsoon.
402
00:20:30,083 --> 00:20:33,582
Yeah. Yeah, it is my 30th birthday.
403
00:20:33,583 --> 00:20:35,832
I don't need an out.
404
00:20:35,833 --> 00:20:36,833
Do you?
405
00:20:37,875 --> 00:20:39,500
No. I'm good.
406
00:20:40,541 --> 00:20:43,665
Uh, Jason's gonna pick up my parents
from the train station.
407
00:20:43,666 --> 00:20:46,457
- Does he know to be on time?
- Come on, give him some credit.
408
00:20:46,458 --> 00:20:47,624
What do you think? Top button?
409
00:20:47,625 --> 00:20:49,790
Done? Undone? Should I get my jacket?
410
00:20:49,791 --> 00:20:51,000
Help me.
411
00:20:52,250 --> 00:20:54,208
I think you can save the jacket.
412
00:20:56,500 --> 00:20:58,290
What?
413
00:20:58,291 --> 00:21:00,041
You're perfect.
414
00:21:01,250 --> 00:21:02,540
You kidding me?
415
00:21:02,541 --> 00:21:04,874
Seriously?
416
00:21:21,750 --> 00:21:23,624
- Wait, literally?
- Just six months. One... Yeah.
417
00:21:23,625 --> 00:21:24,874
Charlie!
418
00:21:24,875 --> 00:21:26,665
- Oh, shit.
- Go. Go, go, go.
419
00:21:26,666 --> 00:21:27,999
Hey.
420
00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:29,707
- Hey, dude.
- Hey, hey. What's up?
421
00:21:29,708 --> 00:21:31,374
- Bro, you're so late.
- Y-Yeah, I'm sorry.
422
00:21:31,375 --> 00:21:33,249
- There's a freakin' thunderstorm, but...
- Happy birthday. Oh.
423
00:21:33,250 --> 00:21:34,665
- Hey, boy genius.
- Love you.
424
00:21:34,666 --> 00:21:35,874
- Hey, Dad.
- Happy birthday.
425
00:21:35,875 --> 00:21:36,957
- Sorry, guys.
- Oh, no.
426
00:21:36,958 --> 00:21:38,040
It's a thousand degrees in here.
427
00:22:05,166 --> 00:22:06,249
You told them.
428
00:22:08,375 --> 00:22:10,333
No.
429
00:22:10,916 --> 00:22:13,999
I spend a lot of time, uh, in my work
430
00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:17,999
thinking about the...
the awe and-and wonder emotions,
431
00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:19,582
we call them, uh...
432
00:22:19,583 --> 00:22:23,665
What your brain chemistry does
when you marvel at really tiny things
433
00:22:23,666 --> 00:22:26,665
or stand close to really big ones.
434
00:22:26,666 --> 00:22:29,790
Just the things in this world that...
435
00:22:29,791 --> 00:22:31,666
they just make you feel really small...
436
00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:35,832
...but somehow...
437
00:22:35,833 --> 00:22:38,375
just really important
at the same time.
438
00:22:39,208 --> 00:22:41,707
It's just, you know in your soul
439
00:22:41,708 --> 00:22:45,165
that whatever you're looking at,
it's just, uh...
440
00:22:45,166 --> 00:22:47,375
man, it's-it's really special.
441
00:22:49,875 --> 00:22:52,666
Yeah, you just got to stand there
and take it in.
442
00:22:54,291 --> 00:22:56,625
Maya, I-I, uh...
443
00:22:58,125 --> 00:23:00,416
I-I get that feeling from you.
444
00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:04,708
Every day of my life.
445
00:23:06,166 --> 00:23:07,832
God, I'm so nervous.
446
00:23:12,666 --> 00:23:14,666
- Charlie.
- Yes?
447
00:23:17,458 --> 00:23:21,457
I never even, uh, dreamed
of romantic love.
448
00:23:24,750 --> 00:23:26,750
I know how that sounds, but...
449
00:23:29,291 --> 00:23:32,041
...it wasn't something
that I thought I needed.
450
00:23:34,958 --> 00:23:36,833
And then...
451
00:23:37,791 --> 00:23:39,291
I met you.
452
00:23:44,916 --> 00:23:46,750
And you changed everything.
453
00:23:49,208 --> 00:23:51,208
You are my dream come true.
454
00:23:53,583 --> 00:23:56,749
You are the dream that I didn't even know
that I ever had.
455
00:23:56,750 --> 00:23:58,832
♪ You ♪
456
00:23:58,833 --> 00:24:02,333
♪ can't see past my blindness ♪
457
00:24:04,416 --> 00:24:05,915
♪ Oh, Ophelia...
458
00:24:05,916 --> 00:24:07,790
I really wish
you guys could stay.
459
00:24:07,791 --> 00:24:09,957
- Get home safe, okay?
- Yeah.
460
00:24:09,958 --> 00:24:11,332
- Way to go.
- Uh...
461
00:24:12,625 --> 00:24:13,707
- Don't go.
- Oh.
462
00:24:13,708 --> 00:24:16,457
We got you a hotel around the corner.
It was a surprise.
463
00:24:17,625 --> 00:24:18,874
It was a surprise.
464
00:24:18,875 --> 00:24:20,040
And I'm just...
465
00:24:20,041 --> 00:24:23,040
I'm really just glad
that you got to do this
466
00:24:23,041 --> 00:24:24,708
the way you wanted to.
467
00:24:28,458 --> 00:24:30,250
- Love you, sweetie.
- Bye, Mom.
468
00:24:31,291 --> 00:24:33,041
- Happy birthday.
- Yeah.
469
00:24:35,500 --> 00:24:36,790
- Excuse me.
- Here we go.
470
00:24:36,791 --> 00:24:37,874
Here-here we go.
471
00:24:37,875 --> 00:24:40,499
I'm, uh, I'm-I'm Jason.
472
00:24:40,500 --> 00:24:44,165
I've-I've had the pleasure of knowing Maya
ever since college,
473
00:24:44,166 --> 00:24:47,165
and, um, and she has been my best friend.
474
00:24:47,166 --> 00:24:48,457
I mean, she's QB1.
475
00:24:48,458 --> 00:24:50,207
Never flinches, always shows up,
476
00:24:50,208 --> 00:24:53,915
even if you need stitches at 3:00 a.m.
477
00:24:53,916 --> 00:24:56,707
She's the only person
I've ever wanted to hang out with
478
00:24:56,708 --> 00:24:59,707
until... she introduced me to Charlie.
479
00:25:01,333 --> 00:25:03,499
How many people in here would...
480
00:25:03,500 --> 00:25:06,582
would consider Charlie
one of their best friends?
481
00:25:08,083 --> 00:25:10,499
No, I-- Me, too. Me, too.
482
00:25:10,500 --> 00:25:11,957
It's-it's a dogfight, man. It is.
483
00:25:11,958 --> 00:25:15,290
You know? I mean, I met someone earlier
that was from your kindergarten class
484
00:25:15,291 --> 00:25:17,874
that-that still lists you
as his emergency contact.
485
00:25:17,875 --> 00:25:20,082
- Yeah, Chris.
- Y-Yeah, Chr--
486
00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:22,790
I don't think I've ever been listed
as emergency contact, okay?
487
00:25:22,791 --> 00:25:24,582
But...
488
00:25:24,583 --> 00:25:26,499
Maya wins.
489
00:25:26,500 --> 00:25:28,541
And, uh, and she deserves it.
490
00:25:29,125 --> 00:25:31,915
And that is the greatest compliment
that I could give either of you guys.
491
00:25:31,916 --> 00:25:35,582
I mean, what-what-what
must it be like to...
492
00:25:35,583 --> 00:25:38,374
to know the-the secrets of the universe
493
00:25:38,375 --> 00:25:40,874
while the rest of us are just...
494
00:25:40,875 --> 00:25:42,624
stumbling around?
495
00:25:42,625 --> 00:25:43,749
You know?
496
00:25:43,750 --> 00:25:45,790
Looking for that kind of meaning.
497
00:25:45,791 --> 00:25:48,915
And you two are always so cool about it.
498
00:25:48,916 --> 00:25:50,250
Congratulations, you guys.
499
00:25:51,291 --> 00:25:54,332
Yeah, you know, you won the jackpot,
and I-I feel like I did, too.
500
00:25:57,833 --> 00:25:59,124
Dude, "secrets of the universe"?
501
00:26:08,375 --> 00:26:10,249
♪ When I'm with you, baby ♪
502
00:26:10,250 --> 00:26:12,082
♪ I go out of my head ♪
503
00:26:12,083 --> 00:26:16,415
♪ and I just can't get enough,
and I just can't get enough ♪
504
00:26:16,416 --> 00:26:18,582
♪ All the things you do to me
and everything you said...
505
00:26:18,583 --> 00:26:19,915
I'm married!
506
00:26:21,708 --> 00:26:23,999
♪ I just can't get enough ♪
507
00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:26,749
♪ We slip and slide as we fall in love ♪
508
00:26:26,750 --> 00:26:31,040
♪ and I just can't seem
to get enough of ♪
509
00:26:33,541 --> 00:26:35,916
Ah, it's so crazy we're married.
510
00:26:37,500 --> 00:26:39,082
Did you tell Jason?
511
00:26:39,083 --> 00:26:41,082
What?
512
00:26:41,083 --> 00:26:42,582
Like, before?
513
00:26:42,583 --> 00:26:43,999
No.
514
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:45,791
No, I promised I wouldn't.
515
00:26:47,416 --> 00:26:48,582
He was really great.
516
00:26:48,583 --> 00:26:50,457
Yeah, he was.
517
00:26:52,708 --> 00:26:54,124
He's got soul.
518
00:26:54,125 --> 00:26:55,874
He's got the soul of a poet.
519
00:26:55,875 --> 00:26:56,957
It's great.
520
00:26:58,750 --> 00:27:00,125
Ah, I'm so hot.
521
00:27:01,166 --> 00:27:02,958
So hot.
522
00:27:06,166 --> 00:27:07,957
I got an idea.
523
00:27:07,958 --> 00:27:09,290
What?
524
00:27:10,416 --> 00:27:12,457
- Where we going?
- Come here.
525
00:27:14,541 --> 00:27:16,624
- This is my idea.
- Oh, really?
526
00:27:16,625 --> 00:27:18,207
Oh, my God. What was I thinking?
527
00:27:18,208 --> 00:27:20,207
This was a bad idea.
528
00:27:20,208 --> 00:27:21,457
Ah, it's great.
529
00:27:22,791 --> 00:27:24,540
This is the best thing we've ever done.
530
00:27:25,958 --> 00:27:26,958
The ice bath?
531
00:27:27,541 --> 00:27:29,124
No, the wedding, Maya.
532
00:27:29,125 --> 00:27:30,332
The wedding.
533
00:27:30,333 --> 00:27:32,332
♪ Just to save you ♪
534
00:27:32,333 --> 00:27:34,499
♪ then ready to go ♪
535
00:27:34,500 --> 00:27:36,499
♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
536
00:27:36,500 --> 00:27:38,540
♪ God, please ♪
537
00:27:38,541 --> 00:27:40,040
♪ make it all go slow ♪
538
00:27:43,500 --> 00:27:47,875
♪ The bad beats, the radio ♪
539
00:27:48,875 --> 00:27:50,707
♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
540
00:27:50,708 --> 00:27:52,790
♪ Blood brother ♪
541
00:27:52,791 --> 00:27:55,957
♪ it's over soon ♪
542
00:27:55,958 --> 00:27:57,624
♪ I'll always carry you...
543
00:27:57,625 --> 00:28:00,582
Wait, wait! Not that one.
Not that one. Not that one.
544
00:28:00,583 --> 00:28:02,124
Uh, Maya.
545
00:28:02,125 --> 00:28:03,707
Potato or sweet potato?
546
00:28:03,708 --> 00:28:05,124
Sweet potato.
547
00:28:05,125 --> 00:28:07,165
Oh.
548
00:28:07,166 --> 00:28:08,832
Uh...
549
00:28:08,833 --> 00:28:11,457
Get the window.
550
00:28:16,833 --> 00:28:18,040
- It looks good.
- What?
551
00:28:18,041 --> 00:28:19,582
It looks good.
552
00:28:19,583 --> 00:28:21,165
- Oh, it looks fine.
- Yeah, it's crispy.
553
00:28:22,500 --> 00:28:25,708
♪ I'll meet you
in forever's parking lot...
554
00:28:27,666 --> 00:28:29,000
Foul. Foul.
555
00:28:30,041 --> 00:28:31,915
♪ God, please ♪
556
00:28:31,916 --> 00:28:33,833
♪ make it all go slow ♪
557
00:28:36,833 --> 00:28:39,124
♪ Blood brother ♪
558
00:28:39,125 --> 00:28:42,249
♪ it's over soon ♪
559
00:28:42,250 --> 00:28:43,707
♪ I'll always carry you ♪
560
00:28:43,708 --> 00:28:45,665
Sorry to interrupt your date.
561
00:28:45,666 --> 00:28:48,040
- Mm. We don't mind a little third wheel.
- Yeah.
562
00:28:48,041 --> 00:28:49,249
How'd you find us?
563
00:28:54,541 --> 00:28:57,415
You, uh... you think
this is gonna be a big thing?
564
00:28:57,416 --> 00:28:58,915
...here in the US.
565
00:28:58,916 --> 00:29:02,790
America's 15th case comes
as infections skyrocket
566
00:29:02,791 --> 00:29:04,750
across mainland China and spread...
567
00:29:07,333 --> 00:29:09,165
We'll get you another blanket, okay?
568
00:29:12,583 --> 00:29:14,124
Kali, any room in the ICU?
569
00:29:14,125 --> 00:29:16,457
- How's bed 19?
- No. And bad.
570
00:29:32,916 --> 00:29:34,582
Mr. Alvarez.
571
00:29:34,583 --> 00:29:38,416
We're still waiting on a room, but can I
get you a warm blanket while we wait?
572
00:29:40,916 --> 00:29:43,832
One of the nurses showed me the review
for your restaurant in the Globe.
573
00:29:43,833 --> 00:29:45,374
It looks amazing.
574
00:29:45,375 --> 00:29:46,499
I can't wait to bring my husband.
575
00:29:46,500 --> 00:29:47,665
He's gonna order half the menu.
576
00:29:47,666 --> 00:29:49,707
I'm gonna be right back
with your blanket, okay?
577
00:30:09,583 --> 00:30:11,040
Hey, sweetie.
578
00:30:11,041 --> 00:30:13,458
Hey, babe. Be off in a second.
579
00:30:15,541 --> 00:30:17,332
Next, I think we'll get into
580
00:30:17,333 --> 00:30:20,499
the Attention Restoration Theory
using sound.
581
00:30:20,500 --> 00:30:22,540
I know that, um...
582
00:30:22,541 --> 00:30:24,957
Sorry,
I'll go on mute.
583
00:30:24,958 --> 00:30:27,165
Can you elaborate on
584
00:30:27,166 --> 00:30:31,082
the relationship between auditory stimuli
and neurodivergence?
585
00:30:31,083 --> 00:30:32,333
Yeah. Actually...
586
00:30:38,041 --> 00:30:39,416
Hey.
587
00:30:40,875 --> 00:30:42,708
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
588
00:30:44,500 --> 00:30:46,416
How was today?
589
00:30:47,041 --> 00:30:49,332
They turned the hockey rink into a morgue.
590
00:30:51,833 --> 00:30:54,207
Well, uh...
591
00:30:54,208 --> 00:30:56,332
well, at least tomorrow you have...
592
00:30:56,333 --> 00:30:58,041
- Mm-mm.
- What?
593
00:30:59,500 --> 00:31:00,957
I have to go in.
594
00:31:00,958 --> 00:31:02,791
They're short-staffed. Everybody's sick.
595
00:31:04,375 --> 00:31:06,541
I think you need to go stay at your mom's.
596
00:31:07,625 --> 00:31:08,666
No.
597
00:31:09,708 --> 00:31:11,457
I'm staying here with you.
598
00:31:11,458 --> 00:31:12,957
Uh, take your time.
599
00:31:12,958 --> 00:31:15,332
I'm starting dinner.
600
00:31:32,083 --> 00:31:33,625
We should cross.
601
00:31:45,250 --> 00:31:46,458
Kali.
602
00:31:47,458 --> 00:31:48,708
We got this.
603
00:31:51,291 --> 00:31:53,707
- Code blue.
- Coding. I need paddles.
604
00:31:53,708 --> 00:31:55,457
- Bed 15, Alvarez.
- Code blue.
605
00:31:55,458 --> 00:31:57,415
- Go, go, go!
- Shock.
606
00:31:58,875 --> 00:31:59,957
Starting compressions.
607
00:31:59,958 --> 00:32:01,124
Reset.
608
00:32:01,125 --> 00:32:02,582
Charge to 300.
609
00:32:02,583 --> 00:32:04,040
Clear.
610
00:32:04,041 --> 00:32:05,249
Shock.
611
00:32:27,416 --> 00:32:29,165
Hey.
612
00:32:32,875 --> 00:32:33,916
Bad one?
613
00:32:37,791 --> 00:32:39,541
That's really sweet.
614
00:32:54,791 --> 00:32:57,249
When all this is over,
I just want to run away.
615
00:32:57,250 --> 00:33:00,124
Can I come with you?
616
00:33:00,125 --> 00:33:01,290
Where you want to go?
617
00:33:01,291 --> 00:33:03,082
I want to go all the places
we talked about
618
00:33:03,083 --> 00:33:04,832
- but we haven't actually been.
- Okay, so Japan.
619
00:33:04,833 --> 00:33:06,665
You want to go there. I know that.
620
00:33:06,666 --> 00:33:08,207
- Yeah.
- Where else?
621
00:33:08,208 --> 00:33:10,665
- Portugal.
- Cool.
622
00:33:10,666 --> 00:33:11,790
Spain.
623
00:33:11,791 --> 00:33:14,290
Hold on. I'm writing this down.
624
00:33:19,625 --> 00:33:22,582
Uh, so Japan's on there.
625
00:33:22,583 --> 00:33:23,708
What was the other-- Spain.
626
00:33:24,291 --> 00:33:26,165
Portugal.
627
00:33:26,166 --> 00:33:28,915
The whole I-Iberian Peninsula.
628
00:33:28,916 --> 00:33:30,457
What else?
629
00:33:30,458 --> 00:33:35,165
I've always wanted to do one of those,
um, swamp tour things.
630
00:33:35,166 --> 00:33:36,999
You serious?
631
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:38,666
- What?
- Okay.
632
00:33:39,375 --> 00:33:41,458
"Swamp tour things." Great.
633
00:33:43,250 --> 00:33:44,957
What if we really did?
634
00:33:44,958 --> 00:33:47,666
I mean, what if I took leave
for a while and...
635
00:33:49,208 --> 00:33:50,958
- ...we traveled?
- Really?
636
00:33:51,541 --> 00:33:52,541
Yeah.
637
00:33:53,541 --> 00:33:54,750
Okay.
638
00:33:56,041 --> 00:33:57,124
Okay, yeah.
639
00:33:57,125 --> 00:33:58,249
Hell yeah.
640
00:33:58,250 --> 00:33:59,957
I'll apply for a sabbatical.
641
00:33:59,958 --> 00:34:03,374
So, we travel the world,
you'll wrestle some alligators
642
00:34:03,375 --> 00:34:05,374
in the swamps.
643
00:34:08,125 --> 00:34:09,665
And then what? What do you want to do?
644
00:34:09,666 --> 00:34:11,291
Come home and...?
645
00:34:14,291 --> 00:34:16,666
What? I didn't say anything.
646
00:34:19,041 --> 00:34:21,041
- I can hear you thinking.
- Can you?
647
00:34:23,791 --> 00:34:24,875
Uh, look, I...
648
00:34:27,125 --> 00:34:28,750
I want what you want.
649
00:34:29,875 --> 00:34:31,791
Okay? And we're already a family.
650
00:34:32,875 --> 00:34:33,875
And I love it.
651
00:34:35,875 --> 00:34:37,916
But I think we'd be really good at it.
652
00:34:38,875 --> 00:34:40,374
I do.
653
00:34:40,375 --> 00:34:42,041
And I think we'd have a lot of fun.
654
00:34:46,833 --> 00:34:50,499
It's always scared me so much
just to even...
655
00:34:50,500 --> 00:34:51,875
think about.
656
00:34:54,083 --> 00:34:55,999
But with you, I can really picture it.
657
00:34:56,000 --> 00:34:58,083
- Really?
- Yeah.
658
00:34:59,583 --> 00:35:00,957
Which is also scary.
659
00:35:00,958 --> 00:35:02,790
Yeah?
660
00:35:02,791 --> 00:35:03,874
I mean, yeah.
661
00:35:06,375 --> 00:35:08,165
Yeah.
662
00:35:11,541 --> 00:35:13,500
I'm gonna turn the music up, okay?
663
00:35:15,250 --> 00:35:16,708
Let me up.
664
00:35:45,708 --> 00:35:47,708
I know, Ruth. I feel terrible.
665
00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:51,958
Yes. I'm well aware.
666
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:57,457
No, I'm positive, too, so I can't go in.
667
00:35:57,458 --> 00:35:59,624
I'll be with him.
668
00:35:59,625 --> 00:36:01,999
Don't worry. He'll be okay.
669
00:36:06,125 --> 00:36:08,249
Now it hurts.
670
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:33,375
Jason dropped this off for you.
671
00:36:34,166 --> 00:36:38,290
He said he made it, but it tastes
suspiciously like Boston Market.
672
00:36:43,416 --> 00:36:44,582
Shit.
673
00:37:00,416 --> 00:37:01,790
Sweetie.
674
00:37:01,791 --> 00:37:03,458
Yeah. Hey.
675
00:37:04,958 --> 00:37:07,624
Your O2's not great,
and you're short of breath.
676
00:37:07,625 --> 00:37:09,249
At 90, we're going in.
677
00:37:09,250 --> 00:37:11,290
No, they're, uh...
678
00:37:14,041 --> 00:37:15,958
They're not gonna let you
in there with me.
679
00:37:17,750 --> 00:37:19,791
We got to stay here at home.
680
00:37:21,458 --> 00:37:23,665
How bad is it over there?
681
00:37:23,666 --> 00:37:25,582
Bring him in
if you absolutely have to,
682
00:37:25,583 --> 00:37:27,332
but we're still short on beds.
683
00:37:27,333 --> 00:37:28,540
The hallway's overflowing.
684
00:37:28,541 --> 00:37:29,791
It's not good.
685
00:37:32,416 --> 00:37:34,665
Sweetie, I'm gonna prop
your head up a little bit.
686
00:37:53,833 --> 00:37:55,999
- It's 90.
- Huh? What?
687
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,665
It's 90. We're going.
688
00:37:57,666 --> 00:37:58,999
Oh, no.
689
00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:00,540
I'm bringing you to the hospital, sweetie.
690
00:38:00,541 --> 00:38:01,666
No.
691
00:38:02,250 --> 00:38:04,540
I work at Boston General.
Can I please ride with him?
692
00:38:04,541 --> 00:38:06,040
Then you know
we can't take you.
693
00:38:06,041 --> 00:38:07,374
- You noted that he has asthma?
- We did.
694
00:38:07,375 --> 00:38:08,874
Will you please tell them
to call me the second
695
00:38:08,875 --> 00:38:10,665
that he is triaged, please?
696
00:38:10,666 --> 00:38:11,999
Sweetheart, I'll be right there, okay?
697
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:13,249
I'm right behind you!
698
00:38:14,916 --> 00:38:16,207
You have to get me in.
699
00:38:16,208 --> 00:38:17,374
I will do
what I can, Maya,
700
00:38:17,375 --> 00:38:18,540
but you know how strict they're being.
701
00:38:18,541 --> 00:38:19,915
But don't worry. I'm on radio with them.
702
00:38:19,916 --> 00:38:20,999
I'm gonna be down here when he arrives.
703
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:22,415
What's his O2 sat? He has asthma.
704
00:38:22,416 --> 00:38:24,415
He has to be first priority for a bed.
705
00:38:24,416 --> 00:38:25,915
Oh. Oh, shit, Maya. He just syncopized.
706
00:38:25,916 --> 00:38:26,999
I got to go.
707
00:38:34,875 --> 00:38:36,707
Kali, I've tried everything,
and they're not letting me in.
708
00:38:36,708 --> 00:38:38,207
Will you please come down here
and get me inside?
709
00:38:38,208 --> 00:38:40,499
Maya, stop.
710
00:38:40,500 --> 00:38:42,832
I'm putting you on FaceTime, okay?
711
00:38:42,833 --> 00:38:44,040
What?
712
00:38:47,208 --> 00:38:49,457
- What?
- Look, we had to intubate him,
713
00:38:49,458 --> 00:38:52,665
and h-he's not doing well on the tube.
714
00:38:52,666 --> 00:38:54,749
- Well, do something else.
- I'm really sorry, Maya.
715
00:38:54,750 --> 00:38:56,249
We're trying everything.
716
00:38:56,250 --> 00:38:58,625
Whatever you need to say,
you need to say it now, okay?
717
00:39:03,541 --> 00:39:04,665
Hi.
718
00:39:04,666 --> 00:39:06,290
Honey, honey, honey, honey, honey, honey.
719
00:39:06,291 --> 00:39:07,374
I'm right here.
720
00:39:07,375 --> 00:39:09,415
Sweetie, I'm right here with you, okay?
721
00:39:09,416 --> 00:39:10,624
I'm right here.
722
00:39:10,625 --> 00:39:12,957
You're okay. You're okay, okay?
723
00:39:12,958 --> 00:39:14,207
Just stay strong.
724
00:39:14,208 --> 00:39:15,540
You're so strong.
725
00:39:15,541 --> 00:39:17,624
I'm right here. You're so strong.
726
00:39:17,625 --> 00:39:19,957
You're so strong.
You're gonna be just fine.
727
00:39:19,958 --> 00:39:21,874
Just stay with me.
728
00:39:21,875 --> 00:39:23,915
Honey, we're gonna have babies.
729
00:39:23,916 --> 00:39:25,540
We're gonna have babies.
We're gonna have a family.
730
00:39:25,541 --> 00:39:26,832
We're gonna grow old together.
731
00:39:26,833 --> 00:39:28,624
We're gonna do
so many wonderful things, okay?
732
00:39:28,625 --> 00:39:29,749
You just stay right here with me.
733
00:39:29,750 --> 00:39:30,832
Coding.
734
00:39:30,833 --> 00:39:31,957
You just stay right here.
735
00:39:31,958 --> 00:39:33,207
Put the bed down!
736
00:39:34,291 --> 00:39:35,374
Prepare to shock.
737
00:39:35,375 --> 00:39:36,957
Kali?
738
00:39:36,958 --> 00:39:38,040
- Charging.
- Kali?
739
00:39:38,041 --> 00:39:39,124
- Come on, Charlie.
- Clear.
740
00:39:41,041 --> 00:39:42,540
Shock.
741
00:39:42,541 --> 00:39:43,707
Kali, Kali, Kali!
742
00:39:43,708 --> 00:39:45,082
No pulse.
743
00:39:45,083 --> 00:39:46,957
Resetting.
744
00:39:46,958 --> 00:39:48,249
Charging.
745
00:39:48,250 --> 00:39:50,165
Come on, Charlie. Come on.
746
00:39:50,166 --> 00:39:51,582
Clear.
747
00:39:51,583 --> 00:39:52,874
Shock.
748
00:40:23,500 --> 00:40:25,665
Hi, Maya.
How's he doing?
749
00:40:28,791 --> 00:40:30,624
Sorry, the TV is loud.
750
00:40:30,625 --> 00:40:31,832
Where's the clicker?
751
00:40:31,833 --> 00:40:33,041
Kerry.
752
00:40:34,458 --> 00:40:36,540
Hey. Hi.
753
00:40:36,541 --> 00:40:37,750
How's he doing?
754
00:41:26,416 --> 00:41:28,124
Maya!
755
00:41:30,583 --> 00:41:32,916
Maya, it's Ruth! Let me up!
756
00:41:36,125 --> 00:41:38,582
Maya.
757
00:41:38,583 --> 00:41:40,832
They won't let me into the hospital.
758
00:41:40,833 --> 00:41:42,541
Maya, I need your help.
759
00:41:44,708 --> 00:41:46,540
They won't let me into the...
760
00:41:46,541 --> 00:41:48,124
Maya!
761
00:41:50,416 --> 00:41:52,500
It's Ruth!
762
00:43:29,666 --> 00:43:31,374
Your surgery was Tuesday?
763
00:43:31,375 --> 00:43:33,082
Yes, uh,
Tuesday morning.
764
00:43:33,083 --> 00:43:34,582
I tried my best to stay off of it,
765
00:43:34,583 --> 00:43:37,207
but if I have to go up
and use the bathroom,
766
00:43:37,208 --> 00:43:39,957
uh, I can't put any weight
down on it whatsoever.
767
00:43:39,958 --> 00:43:41,957
Did you finish your round of antibiotics?
768
00:43:46,458 --> 00:43:48,499
Excuse me.
Can I get another glass of wine?
769
00:43:49,833 --> 00:43:51,916
Hey, are you American?
770
00:43:53,333 --> 00:43:54,540
Us, too.
771
00:43:54,541 --> 00:43:56,540
We're here for a wedding, actually.
772
00:43:56,541 --> 00:43:57,707
Are you here on, like, vacation?
773
00:43:57,708 --> 00:43:58,708
No.
774
00:44:01,958 --> 00:44:03,958
Uh, s-so you live here?
775
00:44:07,875 --> 00:44:09,249
Sort of.
776
00:44:09,250 --> 00:44:11,374
Well, you should join us.
777
00:44:11,375 --> 00:44:13,124
Next round's on me.
778
00:44:13,125 --> 00:44:14,457
Yeah, I think about it.
779
00:44:14,458 --> 00:44:15,915
Like, I know the dance,
780
00:44:15,916 --> 00:44:18,707
I could do the dance now,
but whether it would--
781
00:44:21,875 --> 00:44:23,374
Are you okay?
782
00:44:23,375 --> 00:44:25,165
You still want to...?
783
00:44:25,166 --> 00:44:27,082
Oh, uh...
784
00:44:27,083 --> 00:44:29,290
uh, yeah, I'm good.
785
00:44:36,583 --> 00:44:38,207
What color is your mucus?
786
00:44:38,208 --> 00:44:39,790
Maybe beige.
I don't know.
787
00:44:39,791 --> 00:44:43,375
It's just really thick and not nice.
788
00:44:44,708 --> 00:44:46,790
I used to rehab antiques.
789
00:44:46,791 --> 00:44:47,791
Um...
790
00:44:48,583 --> 00:44:49,958
...like, fix things up.
791
00:44:52,541 --> 00:44:54,082
I-I don't know.
792
00:44:54,083 --> 00:44:56,874
I really don't,
I don't want stuff anymore.
793
00:44:56,875 --> 00:45:00,040
What about an entirely new activity?
794
00:45:00,041 --> 00:45:02,041
Something you've never tried before.
795
00:45:03,125 --> 00:45:05,749
And not connected to Charlie
796
00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:08,540
or your past interests.
797
00:45:08,541 --> 00:45:10,249
It's okay if you don't feel ready.
798
00:45:10,250 --> 00:45:14,291
I mean, sometimes we need action
to come before motivation.
799
00:45:15,791 --> 00:45:20,165
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
800
00:45:20,166 --> 00:45:23,665
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
801
00:45:23,666 --> 00:45:25,040
- Come on.
- Hey!
802
00:45:25,041 --> 00:45:29,249
♪ Happy birthday, dear Fábio ♪
803
00:45:29,250 --> 00:45:30,915
Oh, oh! Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
804
00:45:33,541 --> 00:45:34,665
Ice, ice!
805
00:45:34,666 --> 00:45:36,540
- Get them some ice.
- Ice.
806
00:45:36,541 --> 00:45:37,832
We have butter here. Come on.
807
00:45:37,833 --> 00:45:38,915
Give me your hand, man.
Give me your hand.
808
00:45:40,125 --> 00:45:41,624
Please don't put butter on that burn.
809
00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:45,916
Just gonna trap the heat in
and get infected.
810
00:45:47,125 --> 00:45:48,583
I'm a nurse.
811
00:45:49,958 --> 00:45:50,958
What do you reckon?
812
00:45:53,250 --> 00:45:54,624
- It looks good.
- Yeah?
813
00:45:54,625 --> 00:45:55,707
Blistering normally.
814
00:45:55,708 --> 00:45:57,499
Leave it like that for 15 minutes,
815
00:45:57,500 --> 00:45:59,707
- and you'll be good.
- Fifteen minutes?
816
00:45:59,708 --> 00:46:01,166
Get comfortable.
817
00:46:01,875 --> 00:46:03,207
What's the little bird?
818
00:46:03,208 --> 00:46:04,999
Oh, um, that's for my daughter.
819
00:46:05,000 --> 00:46:07,165
It's a character from her favorite book.
820
00:46:07,166 --> 00:46:08,375
She's five.
821
00:46:10,708 --> 00:46:13,957
So, like, what do you... what do you do?
822
00:46:13,958 --> 00:46:15,290
You... you nurse.
823
00:46:15,291 --> 00:46:17,958
You work, uh, work in a hospital or...?
824
00:46:18,958 --> 00:46:20,582
I used to.
825
00:46:20,583 --> 00:46:22,582
Oh, cool.
826
00:46:22,583 --> 00:46:24,832
- That's nice.
- Million years ago.
827
00:46:24,833 --> 00:46:26,416
- Yeah, yeah.
- Okay.
828
00:46:27,041 --> 00:46:28,541
You're not, you're not staying?
829
00:46:31,083 --> 00:46:32,457
I've got a drink to finish.
830
00:46:32,458 --> 00:46:33,582
Let me get you a fresh one.
831
00:46:33,583 --> 00:46:35,457
I'll take you out for a fresh drink.
832
00:46:35,458 --> 00:46:38,625
In about... 13 minutes.
833
00:46:41,958 --> 00:46:43,333
You don't like fresh drinks?
834
00:46:44,791 --> 00:46:46,749
- What about your friends?
- They won't care.
835
00:46:46,750 --> 00:46:48,458
I've been with them all day.
836
00:46:51,333 --> 00:46:53,125
- I'm not really a good time.
- I am.
837
00:46:55,791 --> 00:46:58,499
And you look like you need a distraction.
838
00:47:01,583 --> 00:47:05,457
So, um, when you're not doing telehealth
839
00:47:05,458 --> 00:47:07,875
and, um, rescuing people at bars...?
840
00:47:09,166 --> 00:47:11,458
I wander around, and I, uh...
841
00:47:12,833 --> 00:47:14,791
...I eat and I drink.
842
00:47:15,500 --> 00:47:17,082
Probably too much of both.
843
00:47:17,083 --> 00:47:19,499
So that's what brought you to Europe?
844
00:47:19,500 --> 00:47:21,083
Solitary hedonism?
845
00:47:22,708 --> 00:47:23,790
Distraction.
846
00:47:23,791 --> 00:47:24,999
In your words.
847
00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:26,415
We should go in here.
848
00:47:26,416 --> 00:47:28,040
I don't really dance anymore.
849
00:47:28,041 --> 00:47:29,499
What are you talking about?
850
00:47:29,500 --> 00:47:30,832
Let's go.
851
00:47:54,791 --> 00:47:57,041
My husband died three years ago.
852
00:47:58,250 --> 00:47:59,708
I'm so sorry.
853
00:48:01,250 --> 00:48:02,416
Thanks.
854
00:48:05,208 --> 00:48:07,415
It's amazing how much you can
talk about your dead husband
855
00:48:07,416 --> 00:48:09,208
and people still want to sleep with you.
856
00:48:13,250 --> 00:48:14,332
I don't mean you.
857
00:48:14,333 --> 00:48:15,457
- I just mean generally.
- Oh.
858
00:48:15,458 --> 00:48:17,083
I know, I know, I know. That's, um...
859
00:48:17,791 --> 00:48:20,082
That's a good observation, to be fair.
860
00:48:20,083 --> 00:48:21,624
- So, do you like mustard?
- Yeah.
861
00:48:21,625 --> 00:48:23,915
Do you like mustard
or do you love mustard?
862
00:48:23,916 --> 00:48:26,332
- I love mustard.
- We'll see.
863
00:48:26,333 --> 00:48:27,666
Say when.
864
00:48:29,875 --> 00:48:31,082
When.
865
00:48:31,083 --> 00:48:32,957
Oh, you really like mustard.
866
00:48:32,958 --> 00:48:34,582
You really like mustard.
867
00:48:34,583 --> 00:48:36,749
So, what you, um, what you gonna do
868
00:48:36,750 --> 00:48:39,500
once you finished
distracting yourself traveling?
869
00:48:40,666 --> 00:48:42,875
I don't know. Kill myself?
870
00:48:44,750 --> 00:48:46,875
My brother killed himself.
871
00:48:48,166 --> 00:48:49,915
Shit.
872
00:48:49,916 --> 00:48:51,541
You didn't know, did you?
873
00:48:53,791 --> 00:48:56,249
You didn't know.
874
00:48:56,250 --> 00:48:59,165
Why you got that face on?
875
00:48:59,166 --> 00:49:00,416
You're fine.
876
00:49:01,916 --> 00:49:03,165
What was his name?
877
00:49:03,166 --> 00:49:05,875
Leon. Lee.
878
00:49:06,666 --> 00:49:08,041
Yeah, that's my guy.
879
00:49:09,083 --> 00:49:10,582
And thank you for asking as well.
880
00:49:10,583 --> 00:49:11,958
A lot of people, they just kind of...
881
00:49:13,875 --> 00:49:15,166
You know.
882
00:49:18,375 --> 00:49:20,374
- My husband was Charlie.
- Mm?
883
00:49:20,375 --> 00:49:21,875
- My husband was Charlie.
- Charlie.
884
00:49:22,500 --> 00:49:23,875
Leon and Charlie.
885
00:49:28,416 --> 00:49:31,457
And then you get, like... I don't know.
886
00:49:31,458 --> 00:49:33,790
People just say the dumbest shit, like,
887
00:49:33,791 --> 00:49:35,958
"Oh, you know, he's...
888
00:49:38,166 --> 00:49:40,749
...he's in a better place now, Felix."
889
00:49:40,750 --> 00:49:43,207
Eh, or, like...
890
00:49:43,208 --> 00:49:46,999
you know, "He's alive,
but he's alive in you now."
891
00:49:47,000 --> 00:49:49,374
And I'm like, "Bro, what?"
892
00:49:49,375 --> 00:49:52,915
Like, what... what does that even...
893
00:49:52,916 --> 00:49:54,749
what does that even mean?
894
00:49:54,750 --> 00:49:57,290
I know it, I know it's,
I know it's love and--
895
00:49:57,291 --> 00:50:00,208
But, like, that's not helping me.
896
00:50:01,333 --> 00:50:02,750
At all.
897
00:50:19,833 --> 00:50:21,875
Sometimes I wish I could just forget.
898
00:50:26,625 --> 00:50:28,000
But I can't.
899
00:50:31,291 --> 00:50:33,000
I remember everything.
900
00:50:36,250 --> 00:50:40,000
I remember the way
that he... chewed his pens.
901
00:50:40,833 --> 00:50:44,249
How he made friends everywhere we went.
902
00:50:44,250 --> 00:50:49,000
He was just present and curious and...
903
00:50:56,125 --> 00:50:57,500
I don't know.
904
00:51:01,250 --> 00:51:03,208
I'm not special.
905
00:51:04,791 --> 00:51:08,082
I just met the person
that makes everything magical
906
00:51:08,083 --> 00:51:10,416
and interesting and...
907
00:51:14,250 --> 00:51:16,707
I-I-I got the thing.
908
00:51:16,708 --> 00:51:18,708
I got the thing that everyone wants.
909
00:51:19,791 --> 00:51:22,124
You know, I... I won the lottery.
910
00:51:22,125 --> 00:51:23,333
I...
911
00:51:31,625 --> 00:51:33,083
And then...
912
00:51:50,125 --> 00:51:52,999
Sorry. I don't know what I'm...
913
00:51:53,000 --> 00:51:54,375
Don't be.
914
00:52:55,041 --> 00:52:57,000
Take care of that burn.
915
00:54:15,375 --> 00:54:17,915
Meo português no é bono.
916
00:54:17,916 --> 00:54:19,249
Don't worry.
917
00:54:19,250 --> 00:54:20,333
You just follow me.
918
00:54:49,625 --> 00:54:51,166
Sorry.
919
00:54:53,166 --> 00:54:56,208
One, two. One, two.
920
00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:11,833
I used to hate fado.
921
00:55:12,958 --> 00:55:14,874
How come?
922
00:55:14,875 --> 00:55:16,874
The Salazar regime.
923
00:55:16,875 --> 00:55:18,582
They took it. They use it.
924
00:55:18,583 --> 00:55:22,290
So it reminded me of that time.
925
00:55:22,291 --> 00:55:24,290
But these young, beautiful people,
926
00:55:24,291 --> 00:55:26,750
they make it new again.
927
00:55:27,791 --> 00:55:30,166
So now, uh, I think I like it.
928
00:55:32,041 --> 00:55:33,249
And you, too.
929
00:55:33,250 --> 00:55:35,583
So young and beautiful.
930
00:55:37,208 --> 00:55:38,915
I don't feel very young.
931
00:55:38,916 --> 00:55:40,374
Don't say that.
932
00:55:41,833 --> 00:55:44,374
I don't like you
when you say those things.
933
00:55:44,375 --> 00:55:46,291
Please.
934
00:55:47,541 --> 00:55:49,874
I mean, I-I don't feel...
935
00:55:49,875 --> 00:55:52,333
I don't feel very young inside.
936
00:55:53,041 --> 00:55:55,291
Don't choose to be unhappy.
937
00:55:56,333 --> 00:55:59,500
It's lazy, and it's harder.
938
00:56:05,083 --> 00:56:06,540
Okay.
939
00:56:06,541 --> 00:56:08,457
Valentona.
940
00:56:08,458 --> 00:56:09,915
Understand?
941
00:56:09,916 --> 00:56:11,208
I think so.
942
00:57:03,833 --> 00:57:05,374
I'm going to the Algarve.
943
00:57:05,375 --> 00:57:08,499
It's a site visit for work.
944
00:57:08,500 --> 00:57:10,707
And then I'm going back to London.
945
00:57:10,708 --> 00:57:12,000
Um...
946
00:57:13,125 --> 00:57:17,207
I was just wondering
if you wanted to, um...
947
00:57:17,208 --> 00:57:20,291
join me at the beach before I go back.
948
00:57:21,291 --> 00:57:23,207
You don't have to say anything.
949
00:57:23,208 --> 00:57:27,790
Um, you know, you can,
you can come or, um,
950
00:57:27,791 --> 00:57:30,208
obviously, you can not come.
951
00:57:32,083 --> 00:57:33,165
Yeah.
952
00:57:33,166 --> 00:57:36,832
But, um, yeah, I leave 12:00 tomorrow.
953
00:57:36,833 --> 00:57:38,208
On the train.
954
00:57:42,625 --> 00:57:44,666
Um... yeah.
955
00:57:46,541 --> 00:57:47,750
Bye.
956
00:58:25,458 --> 00:58:26,749
Henrique. Hello, mate.
957
00:58:26,750 --> 00:58:29,624
Um, it's Felix again.
958
00:58:29,625 --> 00:58:31,082
Uh, we're locked out.
959
00:58:31,083 --> 00:58:33,540
Give us a call back as soon as you can.
My phone's about to die.
960
00:58:33,541 --> 00:58:38,083
♪ Watching cityscapes turn to dust ♪
961
00:58:41,000 --> 00:58:44,165
♪ Filming helicopters crashing ♪
962
00:58:44,166 --> 00:58:47,415
♪ in the ocean from way above ♪
963
00:58:47,416 --> 00:58:49,915
Me and Leon used to do this all the time
964
00:58:49,916 --> 00:58:51,874
in Brighton as kids.
965
00:58:51,875 --> 00:58:54,457
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
966
00:58:54,458 --> 00:58:57,040
♪ Tell me why ♪
967
00:58:57,041 --> 00:58:59,540
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
968
00:58:59,541 --> 00:59:02,082
♪ Tell me why ♪
969
00:59:02,083 --> 00:59:04,874
♪ You've been locked in here forever ♪
970
00:59:04,875 --> 00:59:08,291
♪ and you just can't say goodbye ♪
971
00:59:13,041 --> 00:59:16,165
♪ Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers ♪
972
00:59:16,166 --> 00:59:19,083
{\an8}♪ wrapped in your arms ♪
973
00:59:22,500 --> 00:59:26,624
♪ You've been hiding them
in hollowed-out pianos ♪
974
00:59:26,625 --> 00:59:29,500
♪ left in the dark ♪
975
00:59:33,041 --> 00:59:35,749
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
976
00:59:35,750 --> 00:59:38,207
♪ Tell me why ♪
977
00:59:38,208 --> 00:59:40,499
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
978
00:59:40,500 --> 00:59:43,249
♪ Tell me why ♪
979
00:59:43,250 --> 00:59:45,749
{\an8}♪ You've been locked in here forever ♪
980
00:59:45,750 --> 00:59:49,375
{\an8}♪ and you just can't say goodbye ♪
981
01:00:08,083 --> 01:00:10,041
♪ Oh ♪
982
01:00:11,083 --> 01:00:15,375
♪ When you're all alone ♪
983
01:00:16,208 --> 01:00:19,583
♪ I will reach for you ♪
984
01:00:21,041 --> 01:00:22,874
♪ When you're feeling low ♪
985
01:00:22,875 --> 01:00:26,707
So we've been working on this site
for the past two years.
986
01:00:26,708 --> 01:00:28,915
♪ I will be there, too ♪
987
01:00:28,916 --> 01:00:31,124
- Bom dia.
- Bom dia.
988
01:00:48,208 --> 01:00:50,375
- Wow.
- Goûter.
989
01:00:51,375 --> 01:00:53,499
That's, um, that's what Noelle calls it.
990
01:00:53,500 --> 01:00:57,499
It's a snack French kids eat after school.
991
01:00:57,500 --> 01:00:59,124
What does "goûter" mean?
992
01:00:59,125 --> 01:01:02,249
Um, "chocolate sandwich"?
993
01:01:02,250 --> 01:01:03,499
"Chocolate baguette"?
994
01:01:03,500 --> 01:01:04,749
I don't know.
995
01:01:04,750 --> 01:01:06,874
I just know that that's what she likes.
996
01:01:06,875 --> 01:01:08,457
I can tell you like being a dad.
997
01:01:08,458 --> 01:01:10,875
Yeah, I do.
998
01:01:11,625 --> 01:01:13,957
Her mum and I have a...
we have a good setup.
999
01:01:13,958 --> 01:01:15,207
How'd you two meet?
1000
01:01:15,208 --> 01:01:16,457
Um, art school.
1001
01:01:16,458 --> 01:01:17,790
And I was awful.
1002
01:01:17,791 --> 01:01:19,999
But, like, not like regular awful.
1003
01:01:20,000 --> 01:01:22,165
I was really, really bad.
1004
01:01:22,166 --> 01:01:25,207
And she was this...
1005
01:01:25,208 --> 01:01:29,207
ultra-gifted, talented student
who, like, went on
1006
01:01:29,208 --> 01:01:31,165
to open her own firm in London.
1007
01:01:31,166 --> 01:01:33,124
And that's where I'm at
when I'm not working away.
1008
01:01:33,125 --> 01:01:34,458
London boy.
1009
01:01:35,625 --> 01:01:38,832
Did you two ever talk about kids or...
1010
01:01:38,833 --> 01:01:40,957
is that not something you...?
1011
01:01:40,958 --> 01:01:42,833
- We did. Yeah.
- Yeah?
1012
01:01:46,416 --> 01:01:48,500
Now I kind of wish that...
1013
01:01:50,083 --> 01:01:51,083
Yeah.
1014
01:01:53,125 --> 01:01:54,875
Have a piece of him left, you know?
1015
01:02:01,416 --> 01:02:05,500
It's funny, I used to think
it was selfish to have kids.
1016
01:02:06,958 --> 01:02:08,166
But...
1017
01:02:10,291 --> 01:02:12,165
...now I think it's some kind of hope.
1018
01:02:12,166 --> 01:02:13,540
Yeah.
1019
01:02:13,541 --> 01:02:15,874
Noelle was, um, well, she was unplanned,
1020
01:02:15,875 --> 01:02:21,082
so I never really had to...
1021
01:02:21,083 --> 01:02:23,457
like, tangle with that, but...
1022
01:02:23,458 --> 01:02:24,707
she is a hope.
1023
01:02:24,708 --> 01:02:25,791
It's true.
1024
01:02:45,708 --> 01:02:48,624
I feel like I'm living again,
1025
01:02:48,625 --> 01:02:50,500
but it's someone else's life.
1026
01:02:54,875 --> 01:02:56,165
What does it feel like,
1027
01:02:56,166 --> 01:02:58,208
being this other person?
1028
01:03:03,833 --> 01:03:05,333
Like a fantasy.
1029
01:03:19,666 --> 01:03:21,540
I have to leave tomorrow.
1030
01:03:21,541 --> 01:03:23,665
Noelle got a cold,
1031
01:03:23,666 --> 01:03:26,665
and, um, they're headed home.
1032
01:03:26,666 --> 01:03:29,915
I told her that I'd be home
before they got back.
1033
01:03:29,916 --> 01:03:30,999
So...
1034
01:03:31,000 --> 01:03:32,375
Of course.
1035
01:03:33,208 --> 01:03:36,249
You probably don't want to come to...
1036
01:03:36,250 --> 01:03:37,875
To London?
1037
01:03:39,416 --> 01:03:41,708
I mean, we could say goodbye now, but...
1038
01:03:42,875 --> 01:03:45,166
...I mean, obviously,
I don't want to do that.
1039
01:03:46,416 --> 01:03:51,333
♪ Cherry red balloon ♪
1040
01:04:01,416 --> 01:04:05,207
♪ I've run out of patience ♪
1041
01:04:05,208 --> 01:04:08,415
♪ at gasoline stations ♪
1042
01:04:08,416 --> 01:04:13,208
♪ It sounds kind of sad but true ♪
1043
01:04:15,833 --> 01:04:16,915
- Me?
- Yeah.
1044
01:04:16,916 --> 01:04:18,874
Must be impressive. Oh, here we go.
1045
01:04:18,875 --> 01:04:20,165
- Thank you.
- And for you, sir.
1046
01:04:20,166 --> 01:04:21,583
- Thank you so much.
- Pretty.
1047
01:04:22,208 --> 01:04:23,624
Looks nice. Do you want to share that?
1048
01:04:23,625 --> 01:04:25,249
- Yeah.
- Okay.
1049
01:04:28,916 --> 01:04:30,125
What's up?
1050
01:04:31,791 --> 01:04:33,041
Um...
1051
01:04:35,833 --> 01:04:37,500
Maya.
1052
01:04:39,458 --> 01:04:40,875
Maya?
1053
01:04:45,500 --> 01:04:46,750
Hi.
1054
01:04:47,916 --> 01:04:49,458
Hi. I-- You're, wha--
1055
01:04:50,958 --> 01:04:53,082
Wow. How-how-how... how are you?
1056
01:04:53,083 --> 01:04:54,458
Uh, uh...
1057
01:04:55,916 --> 01:04:57,208
What are you doing here?
1058
01:04:57,791 --> 01:04:59,790
I... Sorry.
1059
01:04:59,791 --> 01:05:02,457
I-I-I've spent so long trying
to get in touch with you.
1060
01:05:02,458 --> 01:05:03,540
I-I--
1061
01:05:03,541 --> 01:05:06,958
Um, I haven't really been reachable.
1062
01:05:08,500 --> 01:05:09,833
Uh-huh.
1063
01:05:11,791 --> 01:05:13,415
Yeah, I'm-I'm here with friends.
1064
01:05:13,416 --> 01:05:16,499
We're here for-for work. Are you...
1065
01:05:16,500 --> 01:05:17,500
You-you live here now?
1066
01:05:19,291 --> 01:05:20,708
No.
1067
01:05:25,791 --> 01:05:27,916
Sorry, I'm-I'm...
1068
01:05:29,625 --> 01:05:31,374
I-- This is...
1069
01:05:31,375 --> 01:05:33,332
I'm Felix.
1070
01:05:33,333 --> 01:05:34,707
Hey, man. I'm-I'm Jason.
1071
01:05:34,708 --> 01:05:35,999
Jason. Nice to meet you, mate.
1072
01:05:36,000 --> 01:05:38,208
- Yeah, nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
1073
01:05:39,291 --> 01:05:43,165
Jason is, um, my friend from Boston.
1074
01:05:43,166 --> 01:05:45,166
Nice. Nice.
1075
01:05:47,000 --> 01:05:49,083
"Friend from Boston"?
1076
01:05:50,125 --> 01:05:51,374
Really?
1077
01:05:51,375 --> 01:05:52,957
We were, we were family, Maya.
1078
01:05:52,958 --> 01:05:55,582
We-we... we spent holidays together.
1079
01:05:55,583 --> 01:05:57,540
I mean, we-we...
1080
01:05:57,541 --> 01:05:58,832
We did 12 Thanksgivings toget--
1081
01:05:58,833 --> 01:06:02,707
I-I... I made the speech at your wedding.
1082
01:06:02,708 --> 01:06:04,332
That's a lot of Thanksgivings.
1083
01:06:04,333 --> 01:06:05,790
Do you want to... do you want
to come and join us?
1084
01:06:05,791 --> 01:06:08,415
- No.
- Uh...
1085
01:06:08,416 --> 01:06:13,166
I mean, you, uh, got your...
dinner to go to.
1086
01:06:17,666 --> 01:06:19,249
What are you, what are you...
1087
01:06:19,250 --> 01:06:20,332
I mean, what-what are...
1088
01:06:20,333 --> 01:06:22,165
What the hell? What are you...
1089
01:06:22,166 --> 01:06:24,000
That's all you're gonna say to me?
1090
01:06:25,208 --> 01:06:26,624
I don't know what you want from me.
1091
01:06:26,625 --> 01:06:28,915
What I want from you?
I mean, you-you-you left.
1092
01:06:28,916 --> 01:06:29,999
You left, Maya.
1093
01:06:30,000 --> 01:06:31,582
I mean, you-you didn't say goodbye.
You didn't say any--
1094
01:06:31,583 --> 01:06:33,082
Do you know how long we spent
looking for you,
1095
01:06:33,083 --> 01:06:34,749
trying to get in touch with you
to make sure
1096
01:06:34,750 --> 01:06:36,999
that you were okay,
that everything was-was fine?
1097
01:06:37,000 --> 01:06:38,540
- I didn't ask you to do that.
- I know, but--
1098
01:06:38,541 --> 01:06:39,915
- I think that's enough. Thank you.
- It's okay. It's okay, really.
1099
01:06:39,916 --> 01:06:40,999
Will you just get out of here, please?
1100
01:06:41,000 --> 01:06:43,290
Will you just leave me alone?
Please? Go have a drink.
1101
01:06:43,291 --> 01:06:45,166
Go have ten drinks. Forget about this.
1102
01:06:45,750 --> 01:06:46,750
Okay?
1103
01:06:50,666 --> 01:06:51,875
Yeah.
1104
01:07:02,250 --> 01:07:03,707
Um...
1105
01:07:03,708 --> 01:07:05,666
- What was that?
- Can we get out of here?
1106
01:07:06,708 --> 01:07:08,915
I put...
1107
01:07:08,916 --> 01:07:12,500
everything I needed in two suitcases.
1108
01:07:13,916 --> 01:07:18,749
I took his phone, his keys
and his birth certificate,
1109
01:07:18,750 --> 01:07:21,040
and I put them in a Stop and Shop bag,
1110
01:07:21,041 --> 01:07:25,249
and I left it outside of Jason's door.
1111
01:07:25,250 --> 01:07:26,833
Um...
1112
01:07:30,583 --> 01:07:32,583
I didn't answer my phone.
1113
01:07:34,958 --> 01:07:36,958
I didn't even answer for his mom.
1114
01:07:39,250 --> 01:07:40,750
I...
1115
01:07:44,458 --> 01:07:45,957
I don't know.
1116
01:07:45,958 --> 01:07:47,333
I mean...
1117
01:07:51,541 --> 01:07:53,166
I guess I...
1118
01:07:54,750 --> 01:07:58,916
I couldn't be around, um...
1119
01:08:00,416 --> 01:08:02,790
...just for them to hate me, you know?
1120
01:08:02,791 --> 01:08:06,125
And blame me and...
1121
01:08:08,333 --> 01:08:09,666
You know.
1122
01:08:11,083 --> 01:08:14,124
Tell me that I should've
st-stayed somewhere else
1123
01:08:14,125 --> 01:08:16,458
and kept him safe and...
1124
01:08:17,541 --> 01:08:18,750
Um...
1125
01:08:21,333 --> 01:08:24,665
Yeah. I mean, and then there's...
1126
01:08:24,666 --> 01:08:26,415
Jason and what was, like...
1127
01:08:28,000 --> 01:08:29,915
I don't know.
I just couldn't deal with it.
1128
01:08:29,916 --> 01:08:31,333
I'm...
1129
01:08:32,541 --> 01:08:34,250
I, uh...
1130
01:08:37,708 --> 01:08:39,874
I called a Taskrabbit,
1131
01:08:39,875 --> 01:08:44,124
and I had them pack up my apartment
1132
01:08:44,125 --> 01:08:47,165
and put it in a storage unit,
and I went to the airport,
1133
01:08:47,166 --> 01:08:49,332
and I threw my phone away in a trash can,
1134
01:08:49,333 --> 01:08:51,666
and then I just didn't go back.
1135
01:08:57,166 --> 01:09:00,832
It's clarifying, I guess,
1136
01:09:00,833 --> 01:09:02,082
to have nobody.
1137
01:09:02,083 --> 01:09:03,915
Um, I don't know.
1138
01:09:05,125 --> 01:09:09,124
Just... float around like
a useless piece of matter in the void.
1139
01:09:11,541 --> 01:09:12,875
Uh...
1140
01:09:21,625 --> 01:09:25,333
They say you can't run away
from your life, but you can.
1141
01:09:27,416 --> 01:09:29,416
It just makes you a monster.
1142
01:10:00,083 --> 01:10:01,832
Thank you.
1143
01:10:01,833 --> 01:10:03,291
Yeah. You're welcome.
1144
01:10:16,375 --> 01:10:20,000
What if we just acknowledged
that there actually is something here?
1145
01:10:22,708 --> 01:10:24,708
What if we took that risk?
1146
01:10:27,500 --> 01:10:31,500
I mean, I know he was
the love of your life, and, um...
1147
01:10:33,916 --> 01:10:35,833
...I-I think that's beautiful.
1148
01:10:39,208 --> 01:10:41,208
But who's to say you can only have one?
1149
01:11:00,875 --> 01:11:02,290
Hey.
1150
01:11:02,291 --> 01:11:03,874
Do you know who this is?
1151
01:11:03,875 --> 01:11:04,999
I do.
1152
01:11:05,000 --> 01:11:06,957
And I've seen her before.
1153
01:11:06,958 --> 01:11:09,582
Noelle, this is our friend Maya.
1154
01:11:09,583 --> 01:11:11,624
- Hi.
- Hi.
1155
01:11:11,625 --> 01:11:13,999
- So nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you, too.
1156
01:11:14,000 --> 01:11:15,499
Papa.
1157
01:11:15,500 --> 01:11:17,082
Yeah, that's a...
1158
01:11:17,083 --> 01:11:18,582
that's a nice one. Yeah.
1159
01:11:18,583 --> 01:11:21,832
So we're-we're very into signs right now,
aren't we?
1160
01:11:21,833 --> 01:11:24,207
Especially signs with a slash through it.
1161
01:11:24,208 --> 01:11:27,957
If it has a "no" or a slash,
we really like those signs.
1162
01:11:27,958 --> 01:11:29,916
- Really love them right now, don't we?
- Mm-hmm.
1163
01:11:30,625 --> 01:11:32,582
I...
1164
01:11:32,583 --> 01:11:36,207
I might have something
you could help me with.
1165
01:11:36,208 --> 01:11:38,915
I saw this sign in Madrid.
1166
01:11:38,916 --> 01:11:42,958
It didn't have a slash or a "no,"
but I thought it was pretty cool.
1167
01:11:44,000 --> 01:11:45,832
{\an8}- What does it mean?
- I don't know.
1168
01:11:45,833 --> 01:11:47,582
{\an8}I was thinking maybe you might know.
1169
01:11:47,583 --> 01:11:49,707
You seen that one before?
1170
01:11:49,708 --> 01:11:51,457
Never seen it before.
1171
01:11:51,458 --> 01:11:53,624
It's kind of existential.
1172
01:11:53,625 --> 01:11:55,291
Isn't it?
1173
01:11:56,958 --> 01:11:59,249
Euh, en anglais, s'il te plaît.
1174
01:11:59,250 --> 01:12:00,374
Oh, it's a secret.
1175
01:12:03,375 --> 01:12:05,374
Um...
1176
01:12:05,375 --> 01:12:07,082
I don't know, babe. Maybe.
1177
01:12:07,083 --> 01:12:08,957
Yeah? Maybe. We'll see.
1178
01:12:08,958 --> 01:12:11,040
We'll go and then we'll talk about it
a little bit later.
1179
01:12:11,041 --> 01:12:12,915
Yeah? Shall we give that
back to Maya? Yeah?
1180
01:12:12,916 --> 01:12:15,874
So it don't break,
'cause phones are expensive.
1181
01:12:15,875 --> 01:12:17,749
- Mm-hmm.
- And...
1182
01:12:17,750 --> 01:12:19,750
you go and grab your scooter, yeah?
1183
01:12:20,875 --> 01:12:21,957
Oh.
1184
01:12:21,958 --> 01:12:23,332
{\an8}Oh, skills.
1185
01:12:26,666 --> 01:12:27,832
{\an8}Ah, you can ride off.
1186
01:12:27,833 --> 01:12:29,750
{\an8}Just don't go too, too far, yeah?
1187
01:12:34,791 --> 01:12:37,416
What did Noelle whisper to you
at the park earlier?
1188
01:12:38,625 --> 01:12:39,707
Oh.
1189
01:12:39,708 --> 01:12:40,957
She, um...
1190
01:12:40,958 --> 01:12:44,958
She just asked me if you wanted
to come to her birthday party.
1191
01:12:50,375 --> 01:12:52,125
If it's too much...
1192
01:13:01,125 --> 01:13:02,625
Yeah, it's Mouse Trap.
1193
01:13:03,625 --> 01:13:05,083
The game.
1194
01:13:13,041 --> 01:13:14,165
Hey.
1195
01:13:14,166 --> 01:13:16,290
Felix! Ça va?
1196
01:13:16,291 --> 01:13:17,582
Oui. Ça va.
1197
01:13:17,583 --> 01:13:19,082
- Wow, looking sharp.
- Thank you.
1198
01:13:19,083 --> 01:13:20,750
And, Maya, hi.
1199
01:13:21,750 --> 01:13:24,124
Welcome. It's so lovely to have you.
1200
01:13:24,125 --> 01:13:25,790
Uh, you're so French.
1201
01:13:25,791 --> 01:13:27,040
Sorry.
1202
01:13:27,041 --> 01:13:28,749
- Yes, I-I have been told that.
- I told you.
1203
01:13:28,750 --> 01:13:31,040
Sorry, I can't hide it.
1204
01:13:31,041 --> 01:13:33,165
Thank you so much.
1205
01:13:33,166 --> 01:13:34,832
- Good job, Papa.
- Thank you.
1206
01:13:34,833 --> 01:13:36,915
- I know exactly what this is.
- Yeah, I listen, don't I?
1207
01:13:36,916 --> 01:13:38,832
- Yeah, you did.
- See? Do you want a drink?
1208
01:13:38,833 --> 01:13:40,582
- Yes, please.
- Yeah? Okay.
1209
01:13:40,583 --> 01:13:43,665
You're probably well aware
of our particular theme.
1210
01:13:43,666 --> 01:13:46,582
{\an8}- That cake is incredible.
- Ah, thank you.
1211
01:13:46,583 --> 01:13:48,290
{\an8}I actually wanted to do "no smoking,"
1212
01:13:48,291 --> 01:13:50,040
{\an8}but Felix said it was inappropriate.
1213
01:13:50,041 --> 01:13:51,540
It was inappropriate.
1214
01:13:51,541 --> 01:13:53,207
- Absolutely, it was.
- It was appropriate. It was.
1215
01:13:53,208 --> 01:13:54,415
- Anna?
- Yeah?
1216
01:13:54,416 --> 01:13:55,624
Do you have any more red?
1217
01:13:55,625 --> 01:13:56,749
Yes. I'll be right back.
1218
01:13:56,750 --> 01:13:57,957
- Okay.
- Should we say "happy birthday"?
1219
01:13:57,958 --> 01:13:59,082
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
1220
01:13:59,083 --> 01:14:00,499
Hey, hey, happy birthday.
1221
01:14:00,500 --> 01:14:02,374
Where's the birthday girl? Where is she?
1222
01:14:04,291 --> 01:14:06,582
Happy birthday. Do you remember Maya?
1223
01:14:06,583 --> 01:14:07,915
- Should we say, "Hi, Maya"?
- Hi.
1224
01:14:07,916 --> 01:14:08,999
- Hi, Maya.
- Hi, Maya.
1225
01:14:23,291 --> 01:14:24,708
You okay?
1226
01:14:29,208 --> 01:14:31,208
Want me to go get your mom?
1227
01:14:49,125 --> 01:14:50,207
Oh, thank you.
1228
01:14:50,208 --> 01:14:53,249
Just leave that here
or anywhere you can find a space.
1229
01:14:53,250 --> 01:14:55,082
- Okay.
- Thank you so much.
1230
01:14:55,083 --> 01:14:56,415
Of course.
1231
01:14:59,875 --> 01:15:01,749
I'll hold it until the marble drops out.
1232
01:15:01,750 --> 01:15:02,833
Ready?
1233
01:15:09,708 --> 01:15:12,208
Do you ever worry that something's
gonna happen to her?
1234
01:15:13,875 --> 01:15:16,290
Um...
1235
01:15:16,291 --> 01:15:18,165
I mean...
1236
01:15:18,166 --> 01:15:20,499
do you, do you love her so much
that you sometimes
1237
01:15:20,500 --> 01:15:21,749
worry about, you know?
1238
01:15:21,750 --> 01:15:23,625
No, I-I understand the question.
1239
01:15:24,375 --> 01:15:26,375
Okay.
1240
01:15:27,250 --> 01:15:29,665
All the time.
1241
01:15:29,666 --> 01:15:32,458
It's... abject terror.
1242
01:15:34,333 --> 01:15:36,125
It's also love, I suppose.
1243
01:15:42,250 --> 01:15:43,832
Yeah. That's right.
1244
01:15:43,833 --> 01:15:45,791
What do you feel like for dinner?
1245
01:15:46,875 --> 01:15:48,374
We got the curry in the fridge.
1246
01:15:48,375 --> 01:15:53,207
Um... which you might not want twice.
1247
01:15:53,208 --> 01:15:55,624
Um, if not, we could pop out
a little bit later
1248
01:15:55,625 --> 01:15:58,041
and go to that place you like
around the corner.
1249
01:16:00,875 --> 01:16:02,665
I can't.
1250
01:16:02,666 --> 01:16:03,749
Huh?
1251
01:16:04,833 --> 01:16:06,166
I can't do this.
1252
01:16:07,208 --> 01:16:09,540
What... what do you mean?
1253
01:16:09,541 --> 01:16:11,957
I can't get entangled
in somebody else's life.
1254
01:16:11,958 --> 01:16:13,750
Not again. I'm sorry.
1255
01:16:16,750 --> 01:16:18,125
Um...
1256
01:16:23,041 --> 01:16:25,665
Uh, was it, was it the party
or... what was it?
1257
01:16:25,666 --> 01:16:27,540
All of it. It's all of it. It's...
1258
01:16:27,541 --> 01:16:29,375
You guys are a family.
1259
01:16:30,750 --> 01:16:32,000
Are-are you serious?
1260
01:16:35,125 --> 01:16:36,625
You're not.
1261
01:16:38,250 --> 01:16:40,832
You-- but you knew I had a...
you knew I had a daughter
1262
01:16:40,833 --> 01:16:42,499
and I'm co-parenting.
1263
01:16:42,500 --> 01:16:45,541
Like, that's... that's, like,
stuff you knew.
1264
01:16:48,416 --> 01:16:50,165
S-So, what-what do you, what do you want?
1265
01:16:50,166 --> 01:16:51,707
Is...
1266
01:16:51,708 --> 01:16:53,915
Do you want, like, just me and you
and the Algarve?
1267
01:16:53,916 --> 01:16:55,082
- Is that--
- I-I don't--
1268
01:16:55,083 --> 01:16:57,708
- I don't know.
- Do you want to be alone?
1269
01:17:05,791 --> 01:17:07,791
Maya, you know, you're...
1270
01:17:09,291 --> 01:17:11,290
...you're so...
1271
01:17:11,291 --> 01:17:14,458
you're so full of crap sometimes.
1272
01:17:16,041 --> 01:17:17,041
Do you know that?
1273
01:17:18,541 --> 01:17:20,540
This-this whole story about
1274
01:17:20,541 --> 01:17:23,874
you avoiding human connection
when it's clear that that's...
1275
01:17:23,875 --> 01:17:25,290
that's actually everything you want.
1276
01:17:25,291 --> 01:17:27,041
I can't do this!
1277
01:17:33,000 --> 01:17:34,833
Okay, fine. Yeah, go.
1278
01:17:37,458 --> 01:17:38,750
I'm not gonna chase you.
1279
01:17:42,458 --> 01:17:44,250
I'll leave your shit at the door!
1280
01:18:26,541 --> 01:18:27,958
Maya!
1281
01:18:30,541 --> 01:18:33,125
Maya, it's Ruth! Let me up!
1282
01:18:36,208 --> 01:18:37,416
Maya.
1283
01:18:47,416 --> 01:18:48,874
Maya!
1284
01:18:48,875 --> 01:18:49,999
It's Ruth!
1285
01:18:52,291 --> 01:18:55,290
They won't let me into the hospital, Maya.
1286
01:18:55,291 --> 01:18:56,707
I need your help.
1287
01:18:59,791 --> 01:19:01,499
Maya!
1288
01:19:01,500 --> 01:19:04,207
You need to come d-down here
and tell me what happened.
1289
01:19:04,208 --> 01:19:06,582
You need to come down here, Maya,
1290
01:19:06,583 --> 01:19:09,290
and tell me what happened
1291
01:19:09,291 --> 01:19:12,582
to my son.
1292
01:19:12,583 --> 01:19:13,957
Maya, look at me!
1293
01:19:13,958 --> 01:19:16,082
Look at my face.
1294
01:19:18,125 --> 01:19:19,207
You coward!
1295
01:19:19,208 --> 01:19:21,874
Get down here.
1296
01:19:21,875 --> 01:19:23,707
After you got him sick!
1297
01:19:23,708 --> 01:19:25,374
You did this!
1298
01:19:25,375 --> 01:19:26,791
You did it!
1299
01:19:28,541 --> 01:19:31,832
You look at my face, you coward!
1300
01:19:31,833 --> 01:19:33,208
You c...
1301
01:19:40,083 --> 01:19:42,165
What have you done?
1302
01:19:42,166 --> 01:19:44,040
What have you done, Maya?
1303
01:19:44,041 --> 01:19:45,499
What have you done?
1304
01:19:45,500 --> 01:19:47,790
Charlie, oh, my God.
1305
01:19:47,791 --> 01:19:49,125
No.
1306
01:19:50,583 --> 01:19:52,583
Stay with it, Maya.
1307
01:19:54,541 --> 01:19:56,416
I really think we're getting somewhere.
1308
01:20:19,333 --> 01:20:21,333
- Hi.
- Hi.
1309
01:20:28,750 --> 01:20:29,791
It's been months.
1310
01:20:31,458 --> 01:20:32,915
Yeah.
1311
01:20:32,916 --> 01:20:35,124
I, um...
1312
01:20:35,125 --> 01:20:38,207
think I've, like, lost all sense of time
at this point.
1313
01:20:39,500 --> 01:20:41,541
Yeah. Huh.
1314
01:20:43,041 --> 01:20:44,499
I got you a green tea.
1315
01:20:44,500 --> 01:20:46,207
- Wicked. Yeah, nice, nice.
- Want to sit down?
1316
01:20:46,208 --> 01:20:47,208
Thank you.
1317
01:20:54,375 --> 01:20:56,291
Uh, well, how are you?
1318
01:20:57,333 --> 01:20:59,083
Yeah. You look well.
1319
01:21:01,083 --> 01:21:04,040
Thanks. I just, um...
1320
01:21:04,041 --> 01:21:06,707
I just got back from Tokyo, actually.
1321
01:21:09,833 --> 01:21:12,166
I'm just gonna say this. Um, I...
1322
01:21:13,208 --> 01:21:17,165
Uh, I really don't want to, um...
1323
01:21:19,416 --> 01:21:21,624
I don't want to give up on us.
1324
01:21:21,625 --> 01:21:22,625
Wait.
1325
01:21:24,583 --> 01:21:26,416
Maya, uh...
1326
01:21:29,416 --> 01:21:32,624
You-you, uh, you were gone
for a long time.
1327
01:21:32,625 --> 01:21:34,415
You know?
1328
01:21:34,416 --> 01:21:35,875
Um...
1329
01:21:39,791 --> 01:21:42,624
Oh.
1330
01:21:42,625 --> 01:21:45,582
Um, Anna and I, we...
1331
01:21:45,583 --> 01:21:47,040
Oh.
1332
01:21:47,041 --> 01:21:49,750
Yeah. Yeah. Um...
1333
01:21:52,208 --> 01:21:55,082
I don't know. You-you and I had...
1334
01:21:55,083 --> 01:21:59,207
And, um, now you sort of just...
1335
01:21:59,208 --> 01:22:01,040
called my phone out of the blue,
1336
01:22:01,041 --> 01:22:04,625
and I don't really know
what to do with that, to be fair.
1337
01:22:07,500 --> 01:22:09,624
- Sorry.
- I just...
1338
01:22:09,625 --> 01:22:12,457
I-I... wasn't ready.
1339
01:22:12,458 --> 01:22:14,041
Yeah. No, I-I get that.
1340
01:22:15,000 --> 01:22:16,208
Yeah.
1341
01:22:19,833 --> 01:22:21,291
Uh...
1342
01:22:23,333 --> 01:22:26,458
This is... what I get.
1343
01:22:29,375 --> 01:22:31,916
Maya, you've got to stop
feeling sorry for yourself.
1344
01:22:33,458 --> 01:22:35,832
Just because we didn't,
1345
01:22:35,833 --> 01:22:38,499
or we couldn't, doesn't mean that, um...
1346
01:22:42,708 --> 01:22:44,750
What I'm trying to say is...
1347
01:22:46,375 --> 01:22:48,207
...this wasn't nothing.
1348
01:22:48,208 --> 01:22:53,582
And if you need to call me
in a year or two or five
1349
01:22:53,583 --> 01:22:56,457
just to make sure, then I will answer
1350
01:22:56,458 --> 01:22:58,666
and let you know that it was something.
1351
01:23:03,791 --> 01:23:06,082
I won't do that, but thank you.
1352
01:23:06,083 --> 01:23:08,082
- That's very nice.
- Is it? I don't know.
1353
01:23:17,000 --> 01:23:20,415
♪ When I'm with you, baby,
I go out of my head ♪
1354
01:23:20,416 --> 01:23:24,415
♪ and I just can't get enough,
and I just can't get enough ♪
1355
01:23:24,416 --> 01:23:27,999
♪ All the things you do to me
and everything you said ♪
1356
01:23:28,000 --> 01:23:31,375
♪ I just can't get enough,
I just can't get enough ♪
1357
01:23:32,083 --> 01:23:35,207
♪ We slip and slide as we fall in love ♪
1358
01:23:35,208 --> 01:23:39,790
♪ and I just can't seem
to get enough of ♪
1359
01:24:03,375 --> 01:24:05,707
Flight 291
is now boarding.
1360
01:24:05,708 --> 01:24:08,665
Passengers, please proceed to gate four.
1361
01:24:16,833 --> 01:24:19,125
Wow. So many of you.
1362
01:24:19,708 --> 01:24:20,790
Bear with me.
1363
01:24:20,791 --> 01:24:24,124
Um, public speaking is not my usual thing,
1364
01:24:24,125 --> 01:24:28,624
but I really wanted to be a part
of this discussion about self-care.
1365
01:24:28,625 --> 01:24:31,082
I know. Cue eye roll.
1366
01:24:31,083 --> 01:24:35,832
But it's because I was an ED nurse
for the first few months of COVID
1367
01:24:35,833 --> 01:24:38,999
before I burnt out
and switched to telehealth.
1368
01:24:39,000 --> 01:24:40,749
Over the past six years,
1369
01:24:40,750 --> 01:24:44,082
we've begun to process
how that trauma affected our profession.
1370
01:24:44,083 --> 01:24:47,791
Not to mention the personal loss
that so many of us experienced.
1371
01:24:50,291 --> 01:24:53,790
But we have to take responsibility
for ourselves
1372
01:24:53,791 --> 01:24:55,416
in the same way that we do our patients.
1373
01:24:56,166 --> 01:24:57,665
And I'm here to remind you
1374
01:24:57,666 --> 01:25:00,040
of some of the tools
that are available for you to do it.
1375
01:25:00,041 --> 01:25:02,040
You may hang up
or press one
1376
01:25:02,041 --> 01:25:03,999
for more options.
1377
01:25:05,208 --> 01:25:06,958
Uh, hey. Um...
1378
01:25:08,333 --> 01:25:10,083
This is Maya. I...
1379
01:25:11,083 --> 01:25:14,457
I don't even know if this is
the right number anymore, but...
1380
01:25:14,458 --> 01:25:18,540
I am actually in New Orleans right now.
1381
01:25:18,541 --> 01:25:21,374
It's kind of crazy
to be back in the States.
1382
01:25:21,375 --> 01:25:25,040
I guess I was hoping
I could reconnect with you.
1383
01:25:25,041 --> 01:25:26,290
So...
1384
01:25:26,291 --> 01:25:27,999
call me, uh, if you can.
1385
01:25:28,000 --> 01:25:29,708
Or, um...
1386
01:25:31,333 --> 01:25:33,040
Call me if you want to.
1387
01:25:33,041 --> 01:25:34,624
Okay.
1388
01:25:34,625 --> 01:25:36,874
I hope you're good. Bye.
1389
01:25:39,250 --> 01:25:40,583
Hello?
1390
01:26:08,625 --> 01:26:11,624
♪ Oh, this poor and lonely heart ♪
1391
01:26:11,625 --> 01:26:13,790
Maya.
1392
01:26:13,791 --> 01:26:15,874
♪ It is made of pure steel ♪
1393
01:26:15,875 --> 01:26:17,458
- Hi.
- Hi.
1394
01:26:19,208 --> 01:26:20,790
♪ And you can't let it cry...
1395
01:26:20,791 --> 01:26:22,208
How are you?
1396
01:26:23,500 --> 01:26:25,040
I'm...
1397
01:26:28,166 --> 01:26:30,125
I don't even know where to start. Um...
1398
01:26:33,583 --> 01:26:36,082
I... uh, I'm gonna get some...
1399
01:26:36,083 --> 01:26:37,749
- Excuse me.
- Yes?
1400
01:26:37,750 --> 01:26:39,165
Is there any way
I could get some water?
1401
01:26:39,166 --> 01:26:40,957
Absolutely.
1402
01:26:40,958 --> 01:26:42,749
Thank you.
1403
01:26:42,750 --> 01:26:44,499
Actually, do you want to put in drinks?
1404
01:26:44,500 --> 01:26:46,207
- Can we do, like...
- Uh...
1405
01:26:46,208 --> 01:26:48,374
...two dirty martinis, extra filthy,
1406
01:26:48,375 --> 01:26:50,082
- with all the little pickles and stuff?
- Maya, I'm...
1407
01:26:50,083 --> 01:26:52,624
Just, um, a sparkling water
for me, please.
1408
01:26:52,625 --> 01:26:54,375
- Sure thing.
- Yeah. Thank you.
1409
01:26:55,625 --> 01:26:56,958
Um...
1410
01:26:59,041 --> 01:27:00,290
- Yeah.
- Wow.
1411
01:27:00,291 --> 01:27:02,500
- Okay.
- That's-that's shocking, huh?
1412
01:27:03,500 --> 01:27:04,582
Yeah.
1413
01:27:07,166 --> 01:27:09,332
Um, we're...
1414
01:27:09,333 --> 01:27:10,874
different people, I guess, now.
1415
01:27:10,875 --> 01:27:11,875
Are we?
1416
01:27:12,458 --> 01:27:14,124
I mean, look at you.
1417
01:27:14,125 --> 01:27:15,207
Look at me.
1418
01:27:15,208 --> 01:27:17,790
You'd think that I'd spent
the last six years, um,
1419
01:27:17,791 --> 01:27:21,999
in a room talking to myself,
but I have not done that though.
1420
01:27:22,000 --> 01:27:24,875
Well, it-it hasn't been six years, but...
1421
01:27:33,125 --> 01:27:34,291
I'm so sorry.
1422
01:27:35,333 --> 01:27:37,332
I was awful.
1423
01:27:37,333 --> 01:27:40,749
That doesn't make it
any better, but I, um...
1424
01:27:42,041 --> 01:27:43,749
...I hadn't told the guy I was with
anything,
1425
01:27:43,750 --> 01:27:45,082
and I really didn't want him to know.
1426
01:27:45,083 --> 01:27:47,290
Yeah, no, I-I-I figured.
1427
01:27:47,291 --> 01:27:49,458
I mean, after the fact, but it was...
1428
01:27:50,708 --> 01:27:52,041
Yeah.
1429
01:28:00,166 --> 01:28:01,166
You were my best friend.
1430
01:28:04,291 --> 01:28:05,666
Um...
1431
01:28:06,250 --> 01:28:08,583
To leave you like that was just...
1432
01:28:15,000 --> 01:28:17,832
I've spent a lot of time,
um, thinking about
1433
01:28:17,833 --> 01:28:20,665
how the pain made me want to run
1434
01:28:20,666 --> 01:28:23,874
and how...
1435
01:28:23,875 --> 01:28:26,415
the running gave me...
1436
01:28:26,416 --> 01:28:30,665
all of this shame,
and I was just destructive.
1437
01:28:30,666 --> 01:28:33,832
I basically wanted to just obliterate
1438
01:28:33,833 --> 01:28:38,374
all the love in my life, I think,
so that I couldn't be hurt again.
1439
01:28:38,375 --> 01:28:40,582
You know? Um...
1440
01:28:40,583 --> 01:28:44,749
But I am in a lot of therapy now,
and I probably always will be.
1441
01:28:44,750 --> 01:28:46,415
Um...
1442
01:28:48,500 --> 01:28:50,750
But I just wanted to tell you that...
1443
01:28:52,833 --> 01:28:55,916
I am... totally humiliated...
1444
01:28:57,208 --> 01:29:00,166
...and I'm really, really sorry.
1445
01:29:15,208 --> 01:29:16,333
What?
1446
01:29:18,125 --> 01:29:19,874
- Are you enjoying this?
- Little bit.
1447
01:29:19,875 --> 01:29:22,874
Are you loving me groveling?
1448
01:29:24,750 --> 01:29:26,082
You're sick.
1449
01:29:26,083 --> 01:29:27,582
You're twisted.
1450
01:29:27,583 --> 01:29:29,083
I guess we're, uh...
1451
01:29:30,375 --> 01:29:31,832
...we're still the same people.
1452
01:29:33,333 --> 01:29:34,457
Can I buy you lunch?
1453
01:29:34,458 --> 01:29:36,415
Can I get you
a ridiculously overpriced steak?
1454
01:29:36,416 --> 01:29:39,458
Mm. You're not gonna like this.
1455
01:29:40,250 --> 01:29:41,500
I'm a vegan now.
1456
01:29:42,541 --> 01:29:44,624
Well, that's-that's...
1457
01:29:44,625 --> 01:29:46,832
I mean, it's these co-ops,
communal housing,
1458
01:29:46,833 --> 01:29:49,082
totally self-sufficient and sustainable.
1459
01:29:49,083 --> 01:29:51,749
It's this whole new world.
1460
01:29:51,750 --> 01:29:54,040
I mean, do you ever ask yourself, like,
1461
01:29:54,041 --> 01:29:56,290
who gets to live where, you know?
1462
01:29:56,291 --> 01:29:58,707
And then if we actually want to go and try
to interrogate that system,
1463
01:29:58,708 --> 01:30:00,165
then how do we want to live?
1464
01:30:00,166 --> 01:30:03,165
♪ Life is ♪
1465
01:30:03,166 --> 01:30:04,624
♪ It's never what you think it's for...
1466
01:30:04,625 --> 01:30:07,290
What?
1467
01:30:07,291 --> 01:30:09,582
I have a place in Luxembourg.
1468
01:30:09,583 --> 01:30:13,249
I've actually been there
for two years now.
1469
01:30:13,250 --> 01:30:16,332
I... I have a kitchen garden.
1470
01:30:16,333 --> 01:30:18,333
- Wow.
- I know my neighbors.
1471
01:30:19,791 --> 01:30:20,999
Yeah.
1472
01:30:21,000 --> 01:30:25,624
And the guy that you were with
when I saw you?
1473
01:30:25,625 --> 01:30:28,333
Uh... that didn't work out.
1474
01:30:31,000 --> 01:30:32,957
But it was like a, um...
1475
01:30:32,958 --> 01:30:34,332
I'm glad it happened.
1476
01:30:34,333 --> 01:30:36,041
It was important.
1477
01:30:37,208 --> 01:30:39,333
It was important because of...?
1478
01:30:41,625 --> 01:30:42,999
- Um...
- What?
1479
01:30:43,000 --> 01:30:44,166
No, I...
1480
01:30:45,375 --> 01:30:48,583
I don't know how to talk about this
without talking about him.
1481
01:30:51,416 --> 01:30:52,790
Let's talk about him.
1482
01:30:52,791 --> 01:30:54,707
No, we don't have to. I just was...
1483
01:30:54,708 --> 01:30:56,333
I want to.
1484
01:30:58,666 --> 01:31:01,375
Trust me.
He used to be all I talked about.
1485
01:31:02,458 --> 01:31:04,415
Even inside of my own head.
1486
01:31:07,333 --> 01:31:09,332
Yeah, I, uh...
1487
01:31:09,333 --> 01:31:11,665
I miss him.
1488
01:31:11,666 --> 01:31:12,875
A lot.
1489
01:31:13,958 --> 01:31:17,915
- ♪ Time is time and time and time again ♪
- ♪ And what would you say...
1490
01:31:17,916 --> 01:31:19,625
Me, too.
1491
01:31:23,208 --> 01:31:26,415
- ♪ Time is time and time ♪
- ♪ To make your escape ♪
1492
01:31:26,416 --> 01:31:30,375
- ♪ and time again ♪
- ♪ you've captured the captor's fear ♪
1493
01:31:31,958 --> 01:31:33,040
♪ 'Cause I...
1494
01:31:33,041 --> 01:31:34,749
If you end up coming to Austin,
1495
01:31:34,750 --> 01:31:37,207
then you got to go to Diego's
and hear it for yourself.
1496
01:31:37,208 --> 01:31:38,540
Was that an invitation?
1497
01:31:38,541 --> 01:31:39,624
Yeah.
1498
01:31:39,625 --> 01:31:42,290
I can't believe you go to the same place
and listen to the same band
1499
01:31:42,291 --> 01:31:44,665
- every Friday night.
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
1500
01:31:44,666 --> 01:31:46,165
First off, Diego's is
an institution, okay?
1501
01:31:46,166 --> 01:31:48,624
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
- And the band is absolutely--
1502
01:31:48,625 --> 01:31:51,082
It's just-- it's a very-- it's a routine.
1503
01:31:51,083 --> 01:31:52,832
Yeah, but I'm Mr. Routine now.
I mean, I love routines.
1504
01:31:52,833 --> 01:31:54,665
- You're Mr. Routine now?
- Yes.
1505
01:31:54,666 --> 01:31:56,374
I love routines,
because in all the-the just--
1506
01:31:56,375 --> 01:31:58,207
- You're Mr. Routine now?
- Yes, in the--
1507
01:31:58,208 --> 01:32:01,082
Oh, God. These things.
1508
01:32:01,083 --> 01:32:02,540
I do not approve.
1509
01:32:02,541 --> 01:32:03,915
- I kind of love them.
- You love them?
1510
01:32:03,916 --> 01:32:05,457
Yes.
1511
01:32:05,458 --> 01:32:06,624
- No, no.
- Why?
1512
01:32:06,625 --> 01:32:08,415
'Cause you can talk to them. Watch.
1513
01:32:09,500 --> 01:32:10,999
Excuse me. Ooh.
1514
01:32:11,000 --> 01:32:12,665
Excuse me, little buddy.
1515
01:32:12,666 --> 01:32:15,165
Um, pardon my-my friend's rudeness
over here.
1516
01:32:15,166 --> 01:32:17,040
I just... I wanted to know:
1517
01:32:17,041 --> 01:32:20,207
Do you think we're put on Earth
for a reason?
1518
01:32:20,208 --> 01:32:22,207
Like, is there any meaning to any of this?
1519
01:32:22,208 --> 01:32:24,207
Humans
can find profundity
1520
01:32:24,208 --> 01:32:25,832
in banal experiences,
1521
01:32:25,833 --> 01:32:28,165
though most human lives
are an amalgamation
1522
01:32:28,166 --> 01:32:30,915
of random events devoid of significance.
1523
01:32:30,916 --> 01:32:32,540
- Mm.
- This is just my personal feeling...
1524
01:32:32,541 --> 01:32:34,207
Eh, this one must be broken.
1525
01:32:34,208 --> 01:32:35,624
...and in no way
reflects the views...
1526
01:32:35,625 --> 01:32:36,832
It was not that bad.
1527
01:32:36,833 --> 01:32:38,874
No, it-it was though.
I mean, it was basically a mullet.
1528
01:32:38,875 --> 01:32:41,582
I was like an-an '80s wrestler
without any muscles.
1529
01:32:44,125 --> 01:32:45,749
Wow.
1530
01:32:45,750 --> 01:32:48,832
Thanks so much
for coming to meet me here.
1531
01:32:48,833 --> 01:32:51,666
It just... means a lot.
1532
01:32:53,416 --> 01:32:55,416
Come on, Maya.
1533
01:32:58,083 --> 01:33:00,540
You called, and I got in the car.
1534
01:33:00,541 --> 01:33:02,999
How many times have you done that for me?
1535
01:33:13,458 --> 01:33:17,166
Our wetlands are vital
in protecting the city against storms.
1536
01:33:17,875 --> 01:33:22,082
You know, people ask me,
"How long will New Orleans last?
1537
01:33:22,083 --> 01:33:25,125
Twenty-forty? Twenty-fifty?"
1538
01:33:25,708 --> 01:33:28,457
And I say, "You're asking
the wrong question."
1539
01:33:28,458 --> 01:33:31,666
Here's the question:
What are we doing about it?
1540
01:33:32,416 --> 01:33:33,665
It's so crazy.
1541
01:33:33,666 --> 01:33:37,749
It's like, I know
that if you were still alive,
1542
01:33:37,750 --> 01:33:42,208
we'd be together, we'd have kids,
we'd have grown up together.
1543
01:33:43,458 --> 01:33:47,500
It's like there's
a whole other life that I...
1544
01:33:48,916 --> 01:33:51,083
{\an8}...obviously didn't live but I, like...
1545
01:33:53,083 --> 01:33:54,333
...can imagine.
1546
01:34:11,750 --> 01:34:13,708
So what's it gonna take to see you again?
1547
01:34:14,916 --> 01:34:16,499
Another five or ten years?
1548
01:34:16,500 --> 01:34:19,958
Run into you in some random restaurant
in Shanghai somewhere?
1549
01:34:23,541 --> 01:34:26,208
I guess we'll just have to meet up
for Thanksgiving.
1550
01:34:50,916 --> 01:34:52,958
- Safe flight.
- Thanks.
1551
01:35:37,375 --> 01:35:39,040
Sorry. Excuse me.
1552
01:35:39,041 --> 01:35:40,499
I'm just gonna squeeze by you.
1553
01:35:40,500 --> 01:35:41,624
I'm...
1554
01:35:41,625 --> 01:35:43,208
Excuse me.
1555
01:36:13,750 --> 01:36:16,541
Well, after a hundred years,
she finally shows up.
1556
01:36:20,875 --> 01:36:22,500
I'm really sorry.
1557
01:36:27,708 --> 01:36:29,000
Want one?
1558
01:36:41,083 --> 01:36:44,000
Can I ask what happened when I left?
1559
01:36:46,583 --> 01:36:48,583
What do you want to know?
1560
01:36:51,583 --> 01:36:55,250
Do you want to know how hard it was
to get his body released?
1561
01:36:56,666 --> 01:36:59,082
Well, you were the next of kin
and you were AWOL,
1562
01:36:59,083 --> 01:37:03,708
so they kept him in a refrigerated truck
for two weeks.
1563
01:37:08,958 --> 01:37:10,916
And then I planned his funeral.
1564
01:37:12,583 --> 01:37:17,165
And I didn't know
what kind of music he liked.
1565
01:37:17,166 --> 01:37:21,415
I didn't know
what music to play for my son.
1566
01:37:21,416 --> 01:37:23,500
Um, but you would've known that.
1567
01:37:24,166 --> 01:37:25,291
Right?
1568
01:37:34,291 --> 01:37:36,208
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1569
01:37:37,750 --> 01:37:40,582
And I'm sorry...
1570
01:37:40,583 --> 01:37:42,625
uh, for how I...
1571
01:37:45,083 --> 01:37:47,625
...acted that night
outside your apartment.
1572
01:37:49,166 --> 01:37:51,375
That was horrible. I'm sorry.
1573
01:38:00,041 --> 01:38:01,999
Did you ever like me?
1574
01:38:05,416 --> 01:38:07,041
Uh, I didn't...
1575
01:38:09,333 --> 01:38:11,333
...want to not like you.
1576
01:38:12,916 --> 01:38:16,082
But at first you seemed so uncomfortable
1577
01:38:16,083 --> 01:38:19,541
and then maybe
just a little too comfortable.
1578
01:38:20,708 --> 01:38:23,165
And, uh...
1579
01:38:23,166 --> 01:38:26,125
the wedding actually,
the wedding really threw me.
1580
01:38:27,625 --> 01:38:29,832
The surprise of it all.
1581
01:38:29,833 --> 01:38:33,375
I felt, like, sort of rejected.
1582
01:38:36,166 --> 01:38:38,290
Did you like me?
1583
01:38:38,291 --> 01:38:39,916
Never mind.
1584
01:38:43,833 --> 01:38:44,833
I loved you.
1585
01:38:55,291 --> 01:38:56,666
God.
1586
01:39:03,500 --> 01:39:04,875
We're all right.
1587
01:39:08,416 --> 01:39:10,624
Grief is never finished.
1588
01:39:10,625 --> 01:39:12,916
It's never finished.
1589
01:39:14,750 --> 01:39:17,416
But neither is love.
1590
01:39:19,458 --> 01:39:20,458
Yeah.
1591
01:39:22,166 --> 01:39:24,624
I'm so stupid for...
1592
01:39:24,625 --> 01:39:25,999
I keep trying.
1593
01:39:26,000 --> 01:39:28,790
What are you... why are you stupid?
1594
01:39:28,791 --> 01:39:30,250
Keep trying.
1595
01:39:31,916 --> 01:39:33,790
That's good.
1596
01:39:33,791 --> 01:39:39,499
You don't know
what you at 60 or 70 or 80...
1597
01:39:39,500 --> 01:39:42,624
will say about your life.
1598
01:39:42,625 --> 01:39:45,082
If you did the right thing.
1599
01:39:45,083 --> 01:39:47,291
If you made the right choices.
1600
01:39:48,000 --> 01:39:52,082
That's why you really have to stay in love
with your own life
1601
01:39:52,083 --> 01:39:55,708
while it's happening,
whatever it throws at you.
1602
01:39:57,041 --> 01:39:58,791
Whatever it's thrown at us.
1603
01:40:00,166 --> 01:40:01,915
That's what I tell my own kids.
1604
01:40:03,000 --> 01:40:04,082
Hi.
1605
01:40:05,583 --> 01:40:08,082
Oh, look who it is, Wilma.
1606
01:40:08,083 --> 01:40:09,540
Your old buddy.
1607
01:40:09,541 --> 01:40:10,832
It's Maya.
1608
01:41:05,916 --> 01:41:07,166
Do me a favor.
1609
01:41:07,958 --> 01:41:09,624
Just close your eyes real quick.
1610
01:41:11,083 --> 01:41:12,291
Please.
1611
01:41:13,291 --> 01:41:15,000
Trust me.
1612
01:41:15,708 --> 01:41:17,290
Okay.
1613
01:41:17,291 --> 01:41:21,915
Okay, you hear forks clinking on plates.
1614
01:41:21,916 --> 01:41:24,499
Hear my ice crackling in the glass.
1615
01:41:25,958 --> 01:41:28,249
Traffic outside.
1616
01:41:30,625 --> 01:41:31,999
A laugh.
1617
01:41:32,000 --> 01:41:34,832
Now think about all the sounds
you might not notice.
1618
01:41:34,833 --> 01:41:36,749
That hum of the neon lights in the window.
1619
01:41:37,833 --> 01:41:40,874
The pool game in the back of the bar.
1620
01:41:40,875 --> 01:41:42,665
It's just layers of auditory information
1621
01:41:42,666 --> 01:41:44,790
that's creating this environment
you're in, right?
1622
01:41:44,791 --> 01:41:46,874
Right, and that environment
gives you a feeling,
1623
01:41:46,875 --> 01:41:48,915
consciously or subconsciously.
1624
01:41:48,916 --> 01:41:51,041
And that feeling affects
your central nervous system.
1625
01:41:52,083 --> 01:41:54,375
But, uh, you know all about that, so...
1626
01:41:57,000 --> 01:41:58,416
Yeah. I do.
1627
01:42:08,625 --> 01:42:12,540
What's gonna happen
when all the iron oxide powder wears off?
1628
01:42:12,541 --> 01:42:14,624
Notes will still be there.
1629
01:42:14,625 --> 01:42:18,166
But the, uh, tails will just get
shorter and shorter, and then...
1630
01:42:20,333 --> 01:42:22,333
...it's just gonna be white noise.
1631
01:44:03,125 --> 01:44:05,665
♪ So long ago ♪
1632
01:44:05,666 --> 01:44:07,540
♪ Certain place ♪
1633
01:44:07,541 --> 01:44:09,500
♪ Certain time ♪
1634
01:44:11,166 --> 01:44:13,707
♪ You touched my hand ♪
1635
01:44:13,708 --> 01:44:15,707
♪ on the way ♪
1636
01:44:15,708 --> 01:44:19,290
♪ on the way down to Emmeline ♪
1637
01:44:19,291 --> 01:44:24,249
♪ But if our paths never cross ♪
1638
01:44:24,250 --> 01:44:26,790
♪ well, you know I'm sorry, but ♪
1639
01:44:26,791 --> 01:44:30,749
♪ if I live to see the seven wonders ♪
1640
01:44:30,750 --> 01:44:34,749
♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
1641
01:44:34,750 --> 01:44:39,958
♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
1642
01:44:40,958 --> 01:44:43,750
♪ The rainbow's end ♪
1643
01:44:46,666 --> 01:44:48,375
♪ Aaron ♪
1644
01:44:50,750 --> 01:44:53,000
♪ Aaron ♪
1645
01:44:59,541 --> 01:45:01,707
♪ So it's hard to find ♪
1646
01:45:01,708 --> 01:45:07,582
♪ someone with that kind of intensity ♪
1647
01:45:07,583 --> 01:45:09,499
♪ You touched my hand ♪
1648
01:45:09,500 --> 01:45:12,124
{\an8}♪ I played it cool ♪
1649
01:45:12,125 --> 01:45:15,707
{\an8}♪ and you reached out your hand to me ♪
1650
01:45:15,708 --> 01:45:20,707
{\an8}♪ But if our paths never cross ♪
1651
01:45:20,708 --> 01:45:23,165
{\an8}♪ well, no, I'm not sorry, but ♪
1652
01:45:23,166 --> 01:45:27,124
{\an8}♪ if I live to see the seven wonders ♪
1653
01:45:27,125 --> 01:45:31,124
{\an8}♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
1654
01:45:31,125 --> 01:45:36,541
{\an8}♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
1655
01:45:37,791 --> 01:45:40,957
{\an8}♪ The rainbow's end ♪
1656
01:45:51,208 --> 01:45:53,708
{\an8}♪ Aaron ♪
1657
01:45:59,416 --> 01:46:01,791
{\an8}♪ Aaron ♪
1658
01:46:04,166 --> 01:46:06,790
{\an8}♪ So long ago ♪
1659
01:46:06,791 --> 01:46:08,915
{\an8}♪ It's a certain time ♪
1660
01:46:08,916 --> 01:46:10,875
{\an8}♪ It's a certain place ♪
1661
01:46:12,416 --> 01:46:14,999
{\an8}♪ You touched my hand ♪
1662
01:46:15,000 --> 01:46:17,040
{\an8}♪ and you smiled ♪
1663
01:46:17,041 --> 01:46:20,915
{\an8}♪ All the way back,
you held out your hand ♪
1664
01:46:20,916 --> 01:46:25,582
{\an8}♪ If I hope and if I pray ♪
1665
01:46:25,583 --> 01:46:28,165
{\an8}♪ ooh, it might work out someday ♪
1666
01:46:28,166 --> 01:46:32,040
{\an8}♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪
1667
01:46:32,041 --> 01:46:36,082
{\an8}♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
1668
01:46:36,083 --> 01:46:41,458
{\an8}♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
1669
01:46:44,250 --> 01:46:46,040
{\an8}♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪
1670
01:46:46,041 --> 01:46:48,207
{\an8}♪ If I live to see
the seven wonders ♪
1671
01:46:48,208 --> 01:46:50,332
{\an8}♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
1672
01:46:50,333 --> 01:46:52,290
{\an8}♪ I'll make a path there ♪
1673
01:46:52,291 --> 01:46:54,457
{\an8}♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
1674
01:46:54,458 --> 01:46:57,832
{\an8}♪ I'll never live to see
that beauty, that beauty ♪
1675
01:46:57,833 --> 01:47:00,499
{\an8}♪ that same, same beauty again ♪
1676
01:47:00,500 --> 01:47:02,415
{\an8}♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪
1677
01:47:02,416 --> 01:47:04,457
{\an8}♪ If I live to see the ♪
1678
01:47:04,458 --> 01:47:08,499
{\an8}♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
1679
01:47:08,500 --> 01:47:11,457
{\an8}♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
1680
01:47:11,458 --> 01:47:14,832
{\an8}♪ Well, if I hope and I pray,
well, maybe it might ♪